The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“How do you do, Raymond? This is my son, Dr. Otterback,” were the only
words of greeting or of introduction bestowed upon the youth by his
father. Dr. Otterback immediately addressed his conversation to the
young man, and Withers turned and looked in Sophie’s face; her
countenance was serene, cheerful, kindly; what _could_ be the reason? he
was at a loss to account for it; yet he felt the shadow and the weight
lifting from his own heart, passing from his own brain. Love, charity,
the very sun of the moral atmosphere when it shines out, how the vapors
are lifted, how the clouds disperse, how all nature rises and smiles in
its beams.
“All our friends are out upon the lawn—it is pleasant there. Will you
come out, Mr. Withers?” she asked.
For the first time since she had known him, with an air of graceful
self-possession and gallantry, he lifted her fair hand to his lips, drew
her arm within his own, and led her forth. They sat down upon the bench
in the piazza. At first she talked cheerfully of the nearest topics of
conversation, the company, the night, the weather, the moon; but seeing
that he relapsed into silence and dejection, she thought he felt
compunction for all the ill he had wrought her, and that this
compunction was awakened by her own kindness to him. She was not sorry
that he felt this; yet now she wished to dissipate the gloom. Laying her
hand timidly, gently, upon his brow, and raising from it the heavy mass
of black hair that seemed to rest there like a cloud, she said:—
“Come, clear your brow, Mr. Withers, or you will make me fear that you
regret taking under your wing a little girl like me.”
“And I _do_ regret it, Sophie—I _do_ regret it!” he said, and sighing
heavily, he arose and paced up and down the piazza several times, and
then threw himself into a seat far from her. She watched him there; at
first from natural feelings of delicacy she hesitated to approach him;
but when he dropped his head between his hands, and sigh after sigh and
groan after groan rent his bosom, she paused no longer, but arising,
crossed the piazza, and taking the seat by his side, and taking his
hand, she pressed it between her own. He turned and gazed inquiringly
into her eyes, his gaze no longer cold, brilliant, and chilling, but
still piercing, and full of anguish. Suddenly he shut his eyes, and
groaning “Oh Sophie!” turned away his head and attempted to withdraw his
hand. She retained and pressed it, and again passing her soft, cool hand
over his hot brow, she said, gently—
“Come, Mr. Withers, cheer up, have faith in me. I love you.—I _do_—not,
indeed, with the glad love of a young bride for the young husband of her
choice, but with a feeling that will stand you in better stead—that will
perhaps last longer and bear more—with the serious, thoughtful love one
earnest human soul that has known isolation and sorrow can feel for
another, desolated, tortured, suffering, yet worthy in its anguish, of
admiration and respect.”
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