It is hard for a woman of spirit to be materially dependent on any one,
and Miss Travers was virtually dependent on her brother-in-law. The
little share of her father's hard savings was spent on her education.
Once free from school, she was bound to another apprenticeship, and
sister Kate, though indulgent, fond, and proud, lost no opportunity of
telling her how much she owed to Captain Rayner. It got to be a fearful
weight before the first summer was well over. It was the main secret of
her acceptance of Mr. Van Antwerp. And now, until she would consent to
name the day that should bind her for life to him, she had no home but
such as Kate Rayner could offer her; and Kate was bitterly offended at
her. There was just one chance to end it now and forever, and to relieve
her sister and the captain of the burden of her support. _Could_ she
make up her mind to do it? And Mr. Van Antwerp offered the opportunity.
So far from breaking with her, as she half expected,--so far from being
even angry and reproachful on receiving the letter she had written
telling him all about her meetings with Mr. Hayne,--he had written again
and again, reproaching himself for his doubts and fears, begging her
forgiveness for having written and telegraphed to Kate, humbling himself
before her in the most abject way, and imploring her to reconsider her
determination and to let him write to Captain and Mrs. Rayner to return
to their Eastern home at once, that the marriage might take place
forthwith and he could bear her away to Europe in May. Letter after
letter came, eager, imploring, full of tenderest love and devotion, full
of the saddest apprehension, never reproaching, never doubting, never
commanding or restraining. The man had found the way to touch a woman
of her generous nature: he had left all to her; he was at her mercy; and
she knew well that he loved her fervently and that to lose her would
wellnigh break his heart. Could she say the word and be free? Surely, as
this man's wife there would be no serfdom; and, yet, could she wed a man
for whom she felt no spark of love?
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