What was a girl to do? Nellie Travers was not of the crying kind, and
was denied a vast amount of comfort in consequence. She stood a few
moments quivering under the lash of injustice and insult to which she
had been subjected. She longed for a breath of pure, fresh air; but
there would be no enjoyment even in that now. She needed sympathy and
help, if ever girl did, but where was she to find it? The women who most
attracted her and who would have warmly welcomed her at any time--the
women whom she would eagerly have gone to in her trouble--were
practically denied to her. Mrs. Rayner in her quarrel had declared war
against the cavalry, and Mrs. Stannard and Mrs. Ray, who had shown a
disposition to welcome Nellie warmly, were no longer callers at the
house. Mrs. Waldron, who was kind and motherly to the girl and loved to
have her with her, was so embarrassed by Mrs. Rayner's determined snubs
that she hardly knew how to treat the matter. She would no longer visit
Mrs. Rayner informally, as had been her custom, yet she wanted the girl
to come to her. If she went, Miss Travers well knew that on her return
to the house she would be received by a volley of sarcasms about her
preference for the society of people who were the avowed enemies of her
benefactors. If she remained in the house, it was to become in person
the target for her sister's undeserved sneers and censure. The situation
was becoming simply unbearable. Twice she began and twice she tore to
fragments the letter for which Mr. Van Antwerp was daily imploring, and
this evening she once more turned and slowly sought her room, threw off
her wraps, and took up her writing-desk. It was not yet dark. There was
still light enough for her purpose, if she went close to the window.
Every nerve was tingling with the sense of wrong and ignominy, every
throb of her heart but intensified the longing for relief from the
thraldom of her position. She saw only one path to lead her from such
crushing dependence. There was his last letter, received only that day,
urging, imploring her to leave Warrener forthwith. Mrs. Rayner had
declared to him her readiness to bring her East provided she would fix
an early date for the wedding. Was it not a future many a girl might
envy? Was he not tender, faithful, patient, devoted as man could be? Had
he not social position and competence? Was he not high-bred, courteous,
refined,--a gentleman in all his acts and words? Why could she not love
him, and be content? There on the desk lay a little scrap of note-paper;
there lay her pen; a dozen words only were necessary. One moment she
gazed longingly, wistfully, at the far-away, darkening heights of the
Rockies, watching the last rose-tinted gleams on the snowy peaks; then
with sudden impulse she seized her pen and drew the portfolio to the
window-seat. As she did so, a soldierly figure came briskly down the
walk; a pale, clear-cut face glanced up at her casement; a quick light
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