Mostyn shrugged his shoulders. He sighed and bowed his head over his
papers. "Not this season," he said, as if his thoughts were far away.
Suddenly he cast a wavering glance at his partner, hesitated, and said:
"I have always wanted to go back up there, Saunders. That was one
period of my life that is constantly before me. I may as well speak of
it and be done with it. You always seemed to shirk the subject, and I
have hesitated to mention it, but there is no one else I could
question. The last time I heard of Dolly Drake she was still unmarried.
Is there any likelihood of her marrying?"
Mostyn's eyes were downcast, and he failed to see the half-angry flush
which was creeping over Saunders's face.
"I really can't say," he returned, coldly. "She is still teaching
school, and is in the best of health; but, Mostyn, you have no right to
think--to fancy that she has remained single because--"
"Oh, I don't!" the other sighed. "I'm not such a fool. She knows me too
well by this time for that."
There was an awkward pause. Saunders, with eyes on the door, was
rising. With an appealing look of detention in his worn face Mostyn
also stood up. "I'd give a great deal to see her. I'd be glad even to
see a picture of her. I wonder what she looks like now. She was
scarcely more than a child when she and I--when we parted. I don't
think there can be any harm in my being frank in these days when the
wives of men make a jest of matrimonial love, and I confess freely that
I have never been able to forget--"
"Don't tell me about it!" Saunders interrupted. "You have no right,
Mostyn, even to think of her after--after what took place. But you
ought to have sense enough, at any rate, to know that she wouldn't
continue to care for you all these years. I see her now and then and
talk to her. I am helping her build a new schoolhouse up there on some
land I donated, and have had to consult her several times of late about
the building-plans. She is more beautiful and brilliant than ever,
though she still has cares enough. Her father doesn't make much of a
living, and her brother George is engaged to one of the girls in the
neighborhood and so cannot be counted on for help. Ann is a young lady
now, and Dolly dresses her nicely at her own expense."
"Of course, I know that she has forgotten me," Mostyn said, with
feeling. "I made the one great mistake of my life when I--you know what
I mean, Saunders?"
"Yes, I know," Saunders answered, quickly, "but that is past and gone,
Mostyn. The main harm you did was, perhaps, to kill her faith in men in
general. I don't really think she will ever give her heart to any one.
She seems farther from that sort of thing than any woman I ever met.
She has had, I think, many suitors."
"Then from what you say I gather that she doesn't mention me?" Mostyn
said, heavily. "She has no curiosity at all to know how--how my
marriage terminated?"
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