Supper over, he went back to the veranda. Should he go to the club, as
he sometimes did to pass an evening? He had a feeling against it. He
did not care for cards or drinking, and they were the chief amusements
indulged in by the habitual loungers about the rooms. There might be
some summer play on at one of the theaters, but as a rule they were
very poor at that season of the year, and he knew he had a frame of
mind which could not be diverted. At this juncture he became conscious
of something of an almost startling nature. It was an undefinable, even
maternal feeling that he ought to stay with his child. He shrugged his
shoulders and smiled at the sheer absurdity of the idea, yet it clung
to him persistently. He tried to analyze it; it eluded analysis. It had
haunted him before, and the time had always been when Irene was away.
Was it some strange psychic sympathy or bond of blood between his
motherless offspring and himself? Was his guilty soul whispering to him
that he was responsible for the deserted human bud, and that he, man
though he was, should give it the care and love denied it?
Obeying an impulse he could not put down, he turned into the house and
softly ascended the stairs. The door of the nursery was open. A
low-turned light was burning in a night-lamp on the bureau. The nurse
was below eating with the other servants. He was alone and unobserved.
The child was asleep in its little white bed, and he crept forward and
looked down upon it. The night being warm, little Richard was not
covered, and, with his shapely legs and fair breast exposed, he lay
asleep. There was a suggestion of a smile on the beautiful face, the
pink lips were parted, the dainty fingers were clutched as if holding
some dream-object tight in their clasp.
With a sigh that was almost audible the father turned away. At the door
he glanced back, having noted the intense warmth of the room. The
nurse, as many of her tropical race are apt to do, had forgotten to
ventilate the chamber. The two windows were closed. Angrily he crept
across the carpeted floor and noiselessly raised the sashes as high as
they would go, feeling the fresh air stream in. With a parting glance
at the sleeper he withdrew.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account