The little white-robed form slid eagerly from the bed and fairly ran to
the arms which were hungrily outstretched. With the soft body against
his breast, a confident arm about his neck, the father bore him to his
room and put him down on the back side of the wide bed.
"Now you will sleep, won't you?" he said, his voice exultantly tender.
"Yes, Daddy." Dick stretched his pretty legs out straight. Silence
filled the room; the mystic rays of moonlight falling in at the window
seemed to bring with them the despondent murmur of the city outside.
The deep, fragrant breathing of the child soon showed that he was
asleep. Cautiously Mostyn propped himself up on his elbow and looked
into the placid face. "He has my brow," he mused, bitterly; "my hands;
my ears; my long ringers, with their curving nails; my slender ankles
and high-instepped feet; and, my God! he has my telltale sensual lips.
Here am I in the throes of a hell produced by infinite laws. What is to
prevent him--the helpless replica of myself--from taking the way I
took? The edge of the alluring abyss will crumble under his blind tread
as it crumbled under mine, and this--this--this cloying horror which is
on me to-night may be my gift to him--for whose sake I would die--yes,
die!"
Silently Mostyn left the bed and took a seat on the broad sill of one
of the windows overlooking the lawn.
"What will be the end?" he asked himself. "It can't go on like this. I
am not man enough to stand it. If I were not afraid of death, I
would--no, I wouldn't"--he glanced at the bed--"I am responsible for
his being here. He is the flower of my corruption. God may desert him,
but I won't. I will protect him, love him, pity him, care for him to
the end."
A cold drop fell on his hand and trickled through his fingers. He was
weeping.
CHAPTER IV
Saunders spent the end of that week on his plantation in the mountains.
On Saturday morning he dropped in at Drake's to see Dolly. John Webb
came to the door in response to his rap. He was quite unchanged. Even
the clothes he was wearing had the same look as those he wore five
years before.
"She ain't here," he said. "I seed 'er, with some books an' papers
under 'er arm, headed for the schoolhouse just after breakfast. I
reckon she's got some examples to work or compositions to write. They
are fixin' for a' exhibition of some sort for the last Friday in this
month. Dolly writes a big part o' the stuff the scholars read in
public, an' you bet some of it is tiptop. When she is in a good humor
she can compose a' article that will make a dog laugh. She is out o'
sorts to-day."
"Oh, is that so?" Saunders was moving toward the gate. "Has anything
gone wrong?"
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