"The way she is acting?" The echo was a faint, undecided one, and
Mostyn's eyes groped back to the wayward face at his side. "Yes, and it
is town talk," Marie went on. "You know people in the lower and middle
classes will gossip about you lucky high-flyers. They know every bit as
much about what is going on in your set as you do. They can't have the
fun you have, so they take pleasure in riddling your characters or
talking about those already riddled. Dick, your wife's affair with Andy
Buckton is mentioned oftener than the weather. People say he always
loved her and, now that he is rich and rolling high, that he is winning
out. Many sporting people that I know glory in his 'spunk,' as they
call it. They are counting on a divorce as a sure thing."
"Can they actually believe that--" Mostyn's voice failed him; but the
woman must have read his thought, for she said, quickly:
"Don't ask me what they think. I know what _I_ think, and I'll bet I
know her through and through. She is reckless to the point of doing
anything on earth that will amuse her. She is so badly spoiled she is
rotten. I know how you are fixed--oh, I know! You can't kill him; you
don't love her enough for that; and besides, you know you can't prove
anything serious against her. Her married women friends go about with
men, and for you to object would only make you ridiculous. They sneer
at women like me, I know; but Lord, they can't criticize me! I am
myself, that's all. I can be a friend, and I can be an enemy. I want to
be your friend, Dick."
"My friend?" he repeated, with an inaudible sigh drawn from the
seething reservoir of his gloom.
"Yes, and not only that, but I want to give you some good, solid
advice."
"Oh, you do?" He forced a smile of bland incredulity.
"I will tell you what is the matter with you, and how to get out of it.
Dick, you have let this thing get on your nerves, and it is hurrying
you to the grave or the mad-house. I know you well enough to know that
it is on your mind day and night. Now, there is one royal road, and if
you'll take it the whole dirty business will slip off of you like water
off a duck's back."
"What is that road, Marie?" he asked, affecting a lighter mood than he
felt.
"Why, it is simply to do as they are doing. Plunge in and have a good
time. You made all the money you ever made when you were living the
life of a red-blooded, natural man. Marrying that woman has given you
cold feet, and she knows it. Forget it all. Sail in and be glad you are
alive. Look at me. Things have happened to me that would have finished
many a woman, but I took a cocktail, won a game of poker, and was as
chipper as if nothing out of the way had happened."
"You don't understand, Marie," he said, with a bare touch of his old
reckless elation. "That may be all right for you, but--"
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