"Bosh and tommyrot!" Buckton fairly glowed. "Never, never, when the
case is like ours. We are simply doing our duty to ourselves. Love you?
Why, I adore you! You have saved my life, darling. I would have killed
myself. I've been on the very brink of it more than once. I've suffered
agonies ever since you married. The birth of your child fairly drove me
insane. I groveled in blackest despair. It made me feel that--that you
were, or had been, actually his. Oh, it was awful! Don't regret our
step. Think of what is before us. We'll stop in Charleston, see the
quaint old town, go on to Savannah, stop a day or so, and then sail for
New York. The ships are good, and at this season the sea is as smooth
as glass. When we get to New York we will simply paint the town red,
and if you wish, then, we'll go on to Europe. What could be more
glorious? Why, the whole world is ours."
She smiled, almost sadly, and then, as if to avoid his gaze, she
glanced out of the window. He saw her breast heave. He heard her sigh.
"You are a man and I am a woman," she muttered. "I suppose that makes a
difference. In a case like ours a man never is blamed by society, but
the woman is. They class her with the lowest. Oh, won't they talk at
home? Nothing else will be thought of for months. Old-fashioned persons
will say it was the life we led. Do you suppose it could possibly--in
any way--injure Dick's business?"
"How could it?" Buckton said, with caustic impatience. "What has this
to do with his affairs?"
"Oh, I don't know!" She exhaled the words, heavily. "I have heard my
father say that depositors sometimes take fright at the slightest
things concerning the private lives of bankers. Andy, I would not like
for this to--cost Dick a cent. I couldn't bear that."
"Do you think you ought to entertain such fine-spun ideas in regard to
him when--when he is living as he is?"
"That has bothered me, too," she said, quickly. "Somehow I can't
believe that he ever really went back to that woman--that is, to live
with her. I met her only a week ago on the street. She looked straight
at me, and, somehow, I was sure that he and she were not as they used
to be. Call it intuition if you like, but intuition is sometimes
reliable. It may have been by accident that they were together when you
saw them out there. He takes lonely walks in all sorts of directions.
He is a strange combination. His love for little Dick, his constant
worrying about him is remarkable. It used to make me mad, but in a way
I respected him for it."
"Let's not talk about him," Buckton implored. "All this rubbish is
giving you the blues. They have called dinner. Let's go back to the
dining-car. The service is fairly good on this line."
"I couldn't eat a bite," Irene answered.
"Well, let us go in, anyway. It will be a change," he said, "and will
take your mind off this gloomy subject. Think of what is ahead of us,
darling, not behind."
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