"Ah!" she cried. "I see the way--the only way, but I must be quick, or
I'll lose courage! Quick, quick, quick!"
She took a tablet into her mouth and drank some water. She took
another, and another, then two, then three, and so on, till the bottle
was empty. She walked to a window and threw the bottle away. She heard
it crash on the pavement. She went to her bed, lowered the light, and
lay down. Presently she felt drowsy; a delicious sense of restfulness
stole over her.
Shortly afterward Buckton, who was up packing his trunk, heard her
gleefully laughing. Wondering over the cause, and vaguely afraid, he
opened the door and went to her. She was lying with her eyes open,
smiling sweetly, and staring as if at some dream-object or person
across the room.
"What is it, dear?" he asked, touching her forehead gently. He fancied
that she was slightly delirious, and that it would soon pass away.
A sweet, girlish, rippling laugh escaped her lips. He had never seen
her look so beautiful. A spiritual radiance had transformed her face,
which was that of a young girl. Her eyes had lost their somber shadows.
Ineffable lights danced in their depths.
"Little Dick and I were having so much fun. We were playing hide and
seek in the clouds with thousands and thousands of angels like himself.
He said that he felt no pain when he died and came straight to me
because I needed him--think of that, I, a grown woman, needed a little
boy like him, but that is because he is wise now, wise and old in the
wisdom of Eternity."
She closed her eyes for a moment, only to open them again.
"Leave me quick! I want to sleep. Don't disturb me again to-night. Shut
the door and don't open it. He is coming back, and--and he must not see
you here. Oh, I love him--I love him! He is the only one I ever loved.
We understand each other perfectly. He is the sweetest, dearest thing
in the world. I had him in my arms just now, and he seemed to melt into
me and become myself and yet remain himself. He is coming to take me
away. Go, I am sleepy--so sleepy and--happy--oh, so happy! It is all
peace and bliss out there, and endless light and--Love. Go, hurry! He
is coming! I see my mother, too. She is holding him by the hand. They
are beckoning to me."
She closed her eyes. Tints of dawn were in her cheeks. He bent to kiss
her, but, fearing that he might wake her, he refrained, and softly
tiptoed from the room.
CHAPTER XVII
Saunders was reading a letter one morning as he walked along the shaded
road from the store to his house. It was from James Wright, the cashier
of the bank, who was giving him some of the particulars in regard to
the double tragedy in Mostyn's life.
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