"You needn't tell me about it, brother," he said, huskily. "I've heard
it all, and I never was so sorry for a man in my life. You have been
sorely stricken--you've had as much as you can stand up under and live.
As soon as I heard it I said to myself: 'Here is a man that has to
suffer as much as I went through.' Brother"--Leach still hung on to his
hand--"you can't see it as I do now, and you will think I am crazy for
saying it, I reckon, but if things work out right, you will see the
time that you will thank God for giving you the load that's on you.
Everything that happens under the Lord's sun is according to law, and
is right--so right that average human beings can't see it. You've heard
me tell about what I went through in prison, and I thank God for every
minute of it. The backbone of my pride had to be broken, and it took
that to do it. Are you in a big hurry?"
"No," Mostyn faltered. "I have plenty of time."
"Well, if you don't mind, let's sit here on the rocks," Leach
suggested. "I want to see the sun set. I never miss a sunset on a
mountain if I can help it. That's why I walked up here. A fellow asked
me to spend the night with him on his farm in the valley, but I
refused. The longer I live the more I want to get away from houses,
tables, beds, and chairs. They are just babies' rag dolls and
playing-blocks. I'll rake up a pile of pine-needles at the highest
point I can reach on this mountain to-night and lie with my eyes on the
stars-pin-hole windows to God's glory. Sometimes I can't sleep--I get
so full of worship. I was reading the other day that it would take a
fast train forty million years to get to the nearest fixed star. Isn't
that awful? And think of it, when you got there, a billion times more
would lie beyond--so much more that you wouldn't even then have touched
the fringe of the wonderful scheme. It is too big for the mind of man
to grasp, and so is the other, the realm of spirit, which is, after
all, the main thing--in fact, the _only_ thing."
They sat in silence for several minutes. The sun was now a great
bleeding ball of crimson. Leach's big hands were locked over his knee.
Now and then his lips moved as if in prayer. He smiled; he laughed; he
chuckled. The sun sank lower and finally went out of sight. The sky
along the horizon was an ocean of pink and purple, with shores of
shimmering opal.
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