"Stop!" Saunders shook the hand from his knee as if it were a coiled
reptile. "You insult her even by mentioning such a thing. The man does
not live who could tarnish her name. I have watched her since she was a
little child. I know her as well as if she were my sister, and I
respect her as much."
Mostyn was fiery red. "I will justify myself as far as possible," he
blurted out, desperately. "You may not believe it, but as God is my
Judge, I intended, when I left her, to rid myself of Marie Winship and
go back and ask her to be my wife."
"I can well believe it, even of you"--Saunders breathed hard--"and I
know what happened. You were not proof against other influences."
"That is it," Mostyn fairly groaned. "I am as weak as water. I have
wronged that noble girl, but it really was not intentional. Knowing her
has been the one solely uplifting influence of my life. While I was
there I was sure I could be--be worthy of her, but now I know that I am
not."
"No, you are not!" Saunders cried. "You are not. The man does not live
who is worthy of her. And you--_you_, with your past and that foul
stench upon you, actually thought of mating with the purest--ugh! My
God!"
Mostyn blinked; there was no trace of resentment in his manner, only
cringing humiliation.
"What am I to do?" he faltered, helplessly.
"Do? Nothing! There is nothing you can do now. She will read the papers
and know what to expect. It was not you she was in love with, anyway,
Mostyn, but an ideal of her own in regard to you. I don't know her well
enough to know how she will take it. She has had troubles all her life;
this may crown them all; it may drag her down--break her fine
spirit--_kill_ her. Who knows? You've made a great many successful
deals, Mostyn, but this one recently closed for money, as a main
consideration, was deliberately advised by the fiends of hell. You have
sold your birthright, and if you succeed in your investment it will be
because there is no God in the universe. Mark my prediction, the
marriage you are making cannot possibly result in happiness--it cannot,
because you'll never be able to wipe this other thing from your soul."
Mostyn shrank into his chair. "I wouldn't take this from any one else,
Jarvis," he said, almost in a piteous whine. "You have got me down. I'm
in no shape for any sort of resentment."
"You got yourself where you are," Saunders ran on, fiercely. "If I am
indignant, I can't help it. I would give my right arm to help that poor
child, and this powerlessness to act when her suffering is so great
drives me to absolute frankness."
"What is the use to talk more of it?" Mostyn said, desperately. "We are
getting nowhere."
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