The Desultory Man: Collection of Ancient and Modern British Novels and Romances. Vol. CXLVII.James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Desultory Man: Collection of Ancient and Modern British Novels and Romances. Vol. CXLVII.
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
Several circumstances amused me much in passing from Alençon to le
Mans: but I gradually got tired of my position, and was not at all
sorry when the carriage drove up to the inn. It was a cold, cheerless,
drizzly night, as one could wish for; and as I hate to take the worst
view of a place, by looking at it through a mist of any kind, I turned
my eyes obstinately towards the large arched entry of the inn, without
regarding whether the town was black, white, or gray. There was, a
little sort of bureau on the left hand, and at the door was standing
one of the most interesting beings I ever beheld. It was altogether a
picture we seldom meet with. The light fell sideways, and showed as
beautiful a face as any in the world, in that deep relief of light and
shade which Rembrandt only knew how to manage. It was very fair, and
very pale; the hair was simply braided on the forehead under a cap
shaped like a nun's; and the long dark eyes, as they were turned
towards the spot where we stood, caught the light, but seemed more to
absorb than to reflect it. There was a degree of quiet peace in the
attitude, and a tranquil calmness in the countenance, which expressed
a thoughtful mind, and a gentle unperturbed spirit, better than any
eloquence could have done it; and the silver cross which hung by a
black ribbon round her neck and rested on her hand, seemed to point
out more particularly the bent of her thoughts. I know not why (for I
never scrutinize my motions), but as I passed by, I instinctively
pulled off my hat. My companion was equally struck with myself; and
one of our first questions went to obtain further information. "She
was daughter (they told us) of the mistress of the house, and intended
to become _religieuse_."
I asked if there was any reason. Perhaps some sorrow had given her
mind that bent--some disappointment of that kind which rests on
woman's heart like a blight, till the whole tree withers? but they
told us no; that she had always been thus. She was, it seems, one of
those calm, quiet spirits, which are as strangers in the midst of the
busy world, taking no part in its cares and its joys, and looking
sorrowfully upon all the evil that is done and suffered, She was very
good, the people said, and very charitable, and every body loved her;
and for the moment I felt a degree of grief that her heart had never
met any one that was worthy of its affection. But no, it was better
not; for love is but a brighter name for pain; and God forbid that a
spirit which turned towards heaven, should be weighed down by any of
the passions of earth.
In the evening I missed my friend for half an hour; and when he
rejoined me, "I have been talking with our nun," said he, "over the
fire." But I begged him not to tell me any thing about it. "I would
not have done it for the world," said I.
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