The Devil's Own: A Romance of the Black Hawk WarParrish, Randall
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The Devil's Own: A Romance of the Black Hawk War
Parrish, Randall
Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction
"And so do I," I confessed, unthinkingly. "And even then, when I
remember you as I first saw you in that lighted room back yonder, it is
unbelievable."
Her eyes fell from my face, her head drooping, as she stared over the
rail at the sullen rush of black water alongside. She remained silent
and motionless for so long that I felt impelled to speak again, yet
before I could decide what to say, her voice addressed me, although
with face still averted.
"Yes, it is indeed most difficult--for both of us," she acknowledged,
slowly. "We are in an extremely embarrassing position. You must not
think I fail to realize this. It would be comparatively easy for me to
choose my course but for that. I do not know why you serve me
thus--risking your very life and your professional future--but neither
of us must forget, not for a moment, that I am only a runaway slave. I
can only consent to go with you, Lieutenant Knox, if you promise me
this."
I hesitated to make the pledge, to put it into binding words, my lips
pressed tightly together, my hands clinched. Feeling the rebuke of my
silence, she turned her head once more, and her questioning eyes again
sought my face in the star-gleam.
"You must promise me," she insisted, firmly, although her sensitive
lips trembled as she gave utterance to the shameful words. "I am
nothing else. I am no white woman of your own race and class appealing
for protection. I cannot ask of you the courtesy a gentleman naturally
gives; I can only beg your mercy. I am a negress--you must not forget,
and you must not let me forget. If you will give me your word I shall
trust you, fully, completely. But it must be given. There is no other
way by which I can accept your protection; there can be no equality
between us--only an impassable barrier of race."
"But I do not see this from the same viewpoint as you of the South."
"Oh yes, you do. The viewpoint is not so dissimilar; not in the same
degree, perhaps, but no less truly. You believe in my right of
freedom; you will even fight for that right, but at the same time you
realize as I do, that the one drop of black blood in my veins is a bar
sinister, now and forever. It cannot be overcome; it must not be
forgotten. You will pledge me this?"
"Yes--I pledge you."
"And, in spite of that drop of black blood, as long as we are together,
you will hold me a woman, worthy of respect and honor? Not a creature,
a chattel, a plaything?"
"Will you accept my hand?"
"Yes."
"Then I will answer you, Rene Beaucaire," I said, soberly, "with all
frankness, black or white I am your friend, and never, through any word
or act of mine, shall you ever regret that friendship."
Her wide-open eyes gazed straight at me. It seemed as if she would
never speak. Then I felt the tightening pressure of her hand, and her
head bent slowly forward as though in the instinct of prayer.
"Thank God!" she whispered softly. "Now I can go with you."
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