“We were to make the Brazils and take a passage for Miss Joan to London.
Her father, General Fordibras, is there, doctor. If harm has come to
her, it is since I left the deck. The men worshipped her—there are
rogues enough, I grant you, who would have had their say, but I shot the
first dead with my own hand, and the men answered for the second, God
help him! You’ll find Miss Joan all right, and take her back to her
father. For the rest, I can’t advise you, sir. You are safe enough on
board here while this trouble is new—but when it’s past, save yourself,
for God’s sake; for your life will not be worth a minute’s purchase.
Remember what’s at stake if this ship makes port and you are there to
give an account of her. Hands and passengers alike will prevent that.
No, doctor, get aboard your yacht while you can, and leave these men to
their destiny.”
He spoke with much dignity, though it is hardly necessary for me to say
that I had travelled already upon such lines of thought as he laid down.
When I left him, it was with a promise to see his wife and child in
Newcastle, and to give them what comfort I could—but chiefly to keep
the story of the darker hour away from them; for, as he said, “they hold
my name dear.” He had but a few moments to live then, and that merciful
euthanasia which is frequently the hand-maiden of death, as long
experience has shown to me, rapidly came upon him and left him but the
passing dreams of a sleep which all must know, and from which all must
awake.
Now this befell, I suppose, about eleven o’clock that night. There was
still much mist when I came upon deck, but it had lifted to the
northward, and the atmosphere was everywhere clearing. I had some
expectation of spying out the yacht should the breeze strengthen, and
yet there was no hour of all that emprise which found me in such a
desolation of spirit or so doubtful of the ultimate issue. Why had my
friends made no effort to reach me? What kept them? Why did they leave
me here at the mercy of these cut-throats, my life as a gossamer which
any puff of anger might destroy, my liberty in these ruffians’ keeping?
Sober reason would have replied that they could have done nothing else;
but this was not the time for reason, and, indeed, I came to call it the
darkest hour of them all. Vainly I raged against my own acts and the
judgment which had carried me on board the ship. It had been madness to
come; it would be madness to let the men know as much. Already I was
aware of a disposition to treat me with less respect—it may have been
pure imagination, but the idea came into my head, and a brief
conversation with the American did nothing to displace it.
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