“I must teach you to forget it, Joan,” I said; “the homelands of England
will help you to blot out these memories. It is too early yet to say
exactly what course we must take; we have so much to learn and the time
is short. But we are homeward bound now, and never again will there be a
home for me where little Joan is not. That is what I have to say to you
to-night. There will be sunshine to-morrow, Joan, and we will see the
new day together. The world could give me no greater happiness.”
She did not answer me. I knew that she was thinking of the sorrow of her
own life, and telling herself that she could never be my wife until the
mystery of her birth and infancy were mine to judge. And this was the
malice of it—that the men who could solve that mystery were criminals
both, fleeing from justice, and as likely to seek a meeting with me as
to vaunt before the world the story of their crimes.
CHAPTER XXXI.
THE END OF THE DIAMOND SHIP.
_Dr. Fabos turns his Eyes toward England._
I suppose that I slept a few hours at the dead of night; but certainly I
was awake again shortly after the sun had risen, and upon the bridge
with Larry, as curious a man as any in the southern hemisphere that
morning. Remember in what a situation I had left the Diamond Ship, the
problems that remained unsolved upon her decks, the distress of her
crew, the trials and judgments that awaited them ashore, the sure death
prepared for them upon the high seas. All this the fog had veiled from
our reckoning last night; but the day dawned clear and sunny; the
curtain had been lifted; the whole picture stood there asking our pity,
and in some measure our gratitude. Had we any longer a duty toward the
honest men yonder—if honest men there could by any possibility be; or
did other claims call us imperiously back to England and our homes, to
tell the story where all the world might hear it? These were the
questions which Larry and I discussed together, as we stood on the
bridge that sunny morning and focussed our glasses upon the distant
ship. Should we abandon her or return? Frankly, I knew not where our
duty lay. The problem presented possibilities so awful that I shrank
from them.
“There are women aboard there, Larry,” I would say.
And he would answer as often:—
“There are men aboard here, sir, with wives and little children waiting
for them at home.”
“We could stand by them, Larry,” I put it to him. “If they come to
reason, we should do all that is humanly possible for their wounded, and
those who are deserving our pity.”
“You cannot stand by them, sir—you have not a pound of coal to waste.
Mr. Benson says he will have all his work cut out to get us to the
Azores as it is. We shall look pretty if we imitate them and drift about
here till Doomsday. And we haven’t any music on board, sir. We must go
dancing to our own complaints. Have you thought of that, doctor?”
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