_Once More in London._
I am not one of those who touch the posts by Temple Bar with that rare
delight which betrays the true-blue Londoner. Foreign scenes are ever a
safer tonic to me than any fret and striving of our own cities; and
gladly as I turn to London sometimes, it is rarely that I do not quit
her shadows with a greater pleasure. Perhaps I am conscious of a subtle
change creeping upon her, and destroying much of her charm. To me she
seems as the great growing child which has lost its strength in the act.
Vast beyond all belief, her energies are perceptibly weakening. She is
no longer an example to the provinces; they do not imitate her fashions,
and are ready to scoff at her pretensions. The old London of the gloomy
theatres, the narrow, dirty streets, the London of Simpson’s and Evans’,
and the decent supper rooms, was a thousand times more romantic a city
in my eyes than this County Council Babylon, with its raucous prophets
and its perpetual cant of moralities. Let the blame be on my head which
dares to think such treason. I am lonely in wide streets, and the gospel
of modernity depresses me.
Unrepentant, I write these lines, and yet they can conjure up for me a
vision of London so desired that all the years will never blot it from
my memory. I had been in England two months then. A littered writing
table in my private sitting-room at a great Strand hotel bore witness to
my activities—an untasted elixir in a wineglass by my side spoke of a
woman’s anxieties and of her devotion. Certainly my dear sister Harriet
had sufficiently impressed upon these people the necessity of treating
all carpets and curtains by an antiseptic process, and the profound
wisdom of warming the interiors of those hats which subsequently were to
adorn the heads of males. Her debates with a German Prince in command,
neither understanding the tongue of the other, were a little protracted,
and not always without heat. She was determined that I should not cut my
finger-nails with unaired scissors, and convinced that the only way of
saving me from the troubles which beset the path of my indifference lay
in the frequent administration of advertised tonics, and a just sampling
of the whole of them. I suffered her and was happy. Is it not something
that there should be one woman in all the world who lives for us a life
so wholly unselfish that no thought of her own needs ever enters into
it?
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