He who pits his life against the intelligence of criminals, must be
equipped with many natural weapons. Nothing, certainly, is more
necessary than the habit of observation. To watch every straw the winds
of conspiracy may blow, to read every cryptic message the hand of crime
may write, to be ever alert, vigilant, resourceful, is something more
than mere equipment. It is very salvation to the investigator. Trained
in all these qualities by long years of patient study, there were signs
and omens of the valley for me which another might have passed by
without remark. Strange footprints upon the darkest paths, shrubs
disturbed, scraps of paper thrown down with little caution—not one of
them escaped me. But beyond them all, the rampart of the foaming water
enchained my attention and fascinated me as at some human call to
action. _Day by day the volume of the water in the boiling river was
growing less._ I first remarked it on the third day of our imprisonment;
I made sure of it on the fifth day. Inch by inch, from ledge to ledge,
it sank in its channel. Another, perhaps, would have attributed this to
some natural phenomenon. I had too much faith in the man who served me
to believe any such thing. Okyada was at work, I said. The hour of my
liberty was at hand.
You may imagine how this discovery affected me, and how much it was in
my mind when I spoke to Joan of our approaching days of freedom. To my
question, whether she would visit me again at my house in Suffolk, she
replied chiefly by a flushing of her clear cheeks and a quick look from
those eyes which could be so eloquent.
“Your sister did not like me,” she rejoined evasively; “the dear old
thing, I could see her watching me just as though I had come to steal
you from her.”
“Would you have felt very guilty if you had done so, Joan?”
“Yes,” she said, and this so seriously that I regretted the question;
“guilty to my life’s end, Dr. Fabos.”
I knew that she referred to the story of her own life and the men among
whom destiny had sent her. Here was a barrier of the past which must
stand between us to all time, she would have said. The same thought had
disquieted me often, not for my sake but for her own.
“I would to God, Joan,” said I, “there were no greater guilt in the
world than this you speak of. You forbid me to say so. Shall I tell you
why?”
She nodded her head, looking away to the patch of blue water revealed by
the gorge of the mountains. I lay at her side and had all a man’s
impulse to take her in my arms and tell her that which my heart had
prompted me to say so many days. God knows, I had come to love this
fragile, sweet-willed child of fortune beyond any other hope of my life
or ambition of the years. Day by day, her eyes looked into my very soul,
awakening there a spirit and a knowledge of whose existence I had been
wholly ignorant. I loved her, and thus had fallen into the snare my
enemies had set upon me. How little they understood me, I thought.
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