The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
As soon as we stopped before the house inhabited by my husband, I jumped
out and bounded upstairs three steps at a time, and rushed into Sergy’s
study, my heart beating wildly. The next instant I was in my husband’s
strong arms, listening with rapture to his voice. “My wife, my love,” he
repeated constantly and smothered my face with kisses. It was no dream,
I was resting on Sergy’s breast and felt plainly that one can become mad
with joy. What ages we had been apart, and now my darling husband was
wholly given back to me. I nestled against him and the world seemed to me
a pleasant place again and I forgot that I had ever been wet and cold and
lonely. I have him now for good and all and always. The day of suffering
was over!
CHAPTER XVII
ERZEROUM
It is all cheery, home-like and delightful out here after my lonely
life in Alexandropol and Kars. I began to take an interest in all my
surroundings once more. When I waked up next morning my first thought
was, “Can it be true, or is it only a dream that I have my husband to
myself?” and I almost cried for joy when I was quite sure it was true.
March 16th.—Life in Erzeroum is an Elysium after my lonely life in
Alexandropol and Kars. I am in such a radiant mood that I think
everything I see is perfect. I have nothing left to wish for and am able
to allow myself the luxury of a piano, a lovely saddle-horse, and all
sorts of nice things. Our house is one of the biggest in Erzeroum; it
looks palatial after my lodgings in Alexandropol and Kars. From the top
of our terrace-roof one can see the whole town from a bird’s eye view,
with its sixty-six minarets rising to the sky, its imposing citadels
and floating flags over different Consulates. In the far distance there
is the encircling chain of the Palantek mountains, with glittering
snow-peaks. The houses are low, with balustrades round them like those
in Biblical pictures. There are about 15,000 inhabitants in Erzeroum;
the majority are Turks, then come Greeks and Armenians. After sunset the
town looks gloomy, only soldiers can be seen in the streets. As for the
population, it is represented only by a multitude of errant dogs, the
usual street-sweepers of Turkish towns. I hear every evening the voices
of the muezzins (Turkish priests) calling to prayer: “_Alla huac bar,
Alla huac bar!_” (God is great.)
I had a nightmare last night, and with a loud scream I woke up. I dreamt
that Sergy was ordered to the war and clung to him, fearing to be parted
again. Sergy held me close to him and kissed away my tears, assuring me
that nothing and nobody could part us now, and that I shall be with him
always, night and day. He succeeded at length in calming my fears. I felt
safe again under his wing and fell peacefully asleep.
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