Men -- Societies and clubs -- Fiction; Storytelling -- Fiction
“Well,” she said, a little mockingly, “is the new image correct or a
pose?”
“You dance divinely,” he answered gravely. “More divinely than any woman
I have ever danced with, and I have danced with those who are reputed to
be the show dancers of the world. But I didn’t ask you to come here to
talk about dancing; I asked you to come here in order that I might first
apologise, and then say Good-bye.”
The girl gave a little start, but said nothing.
“I talked a good deal of rot to you yesterday,” he went on, after a
moment. “You were justified in calling me a ranting tub-thumper. But I
was angry with myself, and when one is angry with oneself one does
foolish things. I know as well as you do just how little society
photographs mean: that was only a peg to hang my inexcusable tirade on.
You see, when one has fallen in love with an ideal—as I fell in love
with that picture of you, all in white in the garden at your father’s
place—and you treasure that ideal for three years, it jolts one to find
that the ideal is different to what you thought. I fell in love with a
girl in white, and sometimes in the wilds I’ve seen visions and dreamed
dreams. And then I found her a lovely being in Paquin’s most expensive
frocks; a social celebrity: a household name. And then I met her, and
knew my girl in white had gone. What matter that it was the inexorable
rule of Nature that she must go: what matter that she had changed into
an incredibly lovely woman? She had gone: my dream girl had vanished. In
her place stood Lady Cynthia Stockdale—the well-known society beauty.
Reality had come—and I was angry with you for having killed my
dream—angry with myself for having to wake up.
“Such is my apology,” he continued gravely. “Perhaps you will
understand: I think you will understand. And just because I was angry
with you, I made you dance with me to-night. I said to myself: ‘I will
show Lady Cynthia Stockdale that the man who loved the girl in white can
meet her successor on her own ground.’ That’s the idea I started with,
but things went wrong half-way through the dance. The anger died; in its
place there came something else. Even my love for the girl in white
seemed to become a bit hazy; I found that the successor had supplanted
her more completely than I realised. And since the successor has the
world at her feet—why, the breeder of dogs will efface himself, for his
own peace of mind. So, good-bye, Lady Cynthia—and the very best of
luck. If it won’t bore you I may say that I’m not really a breeder of
dogs by profession. This is just an interlude; a bit of rest spent with
the most wonderful pals in the world. I’m getting back to harness soon:
voluntary harness, I’m glad to say, as the shekels don’t matter. But
anything one can do towards greasing the wheels, and helping those
priceless fellows who gave everything without a murmur during the war,
and who are up against it now—is worth doing.”
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