The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
General
The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
“When you trampled all my rights and my happiness beneath your feet,
when you seized and married me against my will, I excused you, for I
said you loved me with a strong passion, and strong passions have their
necessities and their rights. When you required me to give up my dearest
friends, and lay aside habits of study and elegant amusements, that were
a second nature to me, I said that your position gave you a right to
dictate to me, and I acquiesced without a murmur. When you took my
little child away from me, the only comfort I had left in the world, and
sent her across the ocean, to remain at school for many years, I said
you were her father, and what you did was doubtless intended for her
good, however mistaken the intention might be, and I submitted.
Recently, when you have laid violent hands upon my person, and
endangered my life, I said it was violence of temper, not malignity of
heart, and I resolved, for your sake and mine, to keep our secret, and
to bear with it. I excused it—nay, I went farther, and vindicated it. No
ill-usage, from mere violence of temper, could have affected my
happiness. I do not know but that I thought you had a right to strike me
if you were angry. Because I was superstitious and fanatical, and
because I loved you then. They say that ‘perfect love casteth out fear.’
My love, imperfect as it was, cast out fear. When I conscientiously
assisted at Elsie’s marriage, and remained home here to meet you, I
nerved my heart to bear all your fury. I even said it would be just,
coming from you. And no matter how much I had suffered at your hands, no
matter if you had left me for dead, as you did once before, if I had
recovered I could have gone on cheerily with my daily duties, as if
nothing had happened. Because I could have understood violence, as I
said: I could have understood anything that grew out of heat of
passion—anything, but this clear-headed, cold-blooded treachery—because
I loved you then. Nay! My God! I believe in my soul, I love you yet, and
it is that which stings my self-respect to madness. It is that which
lays my soul open to the entrance of the scornful, jibing spirit that
mocks at my holiest instincts.”
“Sit down! Sit down, I say!” vociferated General Garnet, striding toward
her.
Suddenly she fell at his feet, and raised her clasped hands, saying:
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