The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
His manner suddenly changed; and from insolent and threatening, became
submissive and deprecating. He dashed his hands suddenly against his
forehead, then threw himself at her feet, seized her hands and dropping
his head upon them, almost wept, exclaiming: “No, no, Garnet! mine were
not the words or acts of love, but of ‘love to frenzy driven.’ I
forswear them. Pardon me, pardon me. Garnet, I love you! I adore you! I
worship you! Not that you have beauty, grace, genius—all these I have
seen in other women, with an undisturbed heart—but there is a unique
power in your look that draws me to you; there is a fire in your soul
and in your eyes that draws me to you as the sun attracts the earth.
Daughter of the sun you are indeed, with all his reddish rays
concentrated in your being, as in the burning gem, your family namesake.
Garnet, oh, Garnet, I rave still, and more insanely than before. Garnet,
restore peace, calmness, self-possession, and reason to my soul! Give
your peerless self to me! Be my salvation! Speak to me! Answer me! Say
something, oh, dear Garnet!”
Her lightning anger, quick to subside as to flash forth, had died away.
As he held her hands, kissing them and almost weeping over them, she
answered, in a low voice: “Alas! Mr. Hardcastle, what shall I say? What
can I say, that I have not said with pain before this? I feel honored by
your esteem; I feel grateful for your love; I feel humbled that I cannot
return it. It is no disparagement to you—it is a misfortune, perhaps, to
me—that I cannot do so. One cannot always admire what may be admirable,
or esteem what may be estimable, still less can they always love what is
lovable. Yet I am disposed to entertain a profound friendship for you.
My dear guardian, cease then to torment yourself and me farther with
this question. I cannot marry,” she said, gently but firmly, as she sank
into the chair behind her.
“Cannot marry!” he repeated, rising and throwing himself upon a sofa
near her. “Cannot marry! Have you then made a vow of celibacy? Has your
convent education imbued you with that notion?”
“No; Heaven forbid! I have formed no resolution of leading a single
life. I should not be happy in such a destiny, should not even if I were
already blessed with father and mother, sisters and brothers, cousins
and friends—how could I possibly expect to be, standing perfectly alone
as I do? I have a sisterly affection for you—not love! There be many
affections; but only one love! only one—marriage.”
He had restrained himself as long as it was possible to do so. He now
started from the sofa where he had reclined, watching her with pale
cheeks and burning gaze, and, starting toward her with clenched fist, he
exclaimed:
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