The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
“My dearest Garnet! my love! my love! you shall go an honorable and an
honored bride to your husband’s home. One whom I will take to my bosom
thus—is a worthy match for any man. You should have been my own
daughter, Garnet, but that I was cheated out of you; but I claim you
now. You are my husband’s child, and the express image of his person;
therefore you should have been my child; therefore I claim you now to be
my child of right! I loved your father, Garnet! I love you! Believe me!
Do not cover your face, and turn it from me. Let me kiss you. Do not
grieve so.”
“Grieve!” exclaimed the sinking girl, in a voice of anguish; “I do not
grieve, lady! I die! Grieve! Oh, look you, madam! If I had suffered the
loss of friends by death, or what is worse, by treachery; if I were
miserably poor, ill, and abandoned; if I were dying of disease, want,
and neglect; if I were misjudged, slandered, and persecuted; if I were
unjustly charged, falsely imprisoned, and innocently doomed to death; if
I were suffering any other anguish of mind, or agony of body, then I
might grieve—but now! now! that I know myself a living, breathing
monument of guilt!” A terrible shudder shook her frame and arrested her
speech—her form collapsed and sank more than before—and it was in a
dying voice she resumed: “Now that I know myself infected by worse than
leprosy”—she paused and looked at herself from head to foot; she
stretched forth her beautiful brown arm, frosted with pearls and
diamonds, and surveyed it; she gathered up the lurid ringlets of her
dark hair and gazed on them; then, dropping her arms wearily, she
continued—“I was not so vain as grateful for my beauty. But now! oh,
God! to think that every atom of flesh, and every drop of blood, and
every nerve and vein to my heart’s core is pervaded, permeated with sin
and reproach! sin and reproach! Oh, God! oh, God, quickly take back the
soul Thou didst send into this shape of sin!”
Once more her form cowered, crushed beneath the overwhelming weight of
ignominy. She tottered and must have fallen to the floor, but that Elsie
sprang and aided her mother in supporting her to a sofa near.
“I declare,” exclaimed Elsie, in her positive manner, “there should have
been no concealment; she should have grown up with the knowledge of her
parentage!”
“Oh-h-h! doubtless,” murmured the nearly dying girl, “oh, doubtless they
should have told me of my birth! And then my soul would have grown up
familiarized with infamy, until it became as base as its proscribed
dwelling-place!”
“But,” said Elsie, in her calm way, “is it possible you never suspected
this? Is it possible that, when you came home from school, with all your
faculties alive and keen, you could have looked upon my father’s
portrait, and looked upon your own reflection in the glass, and not be
struck by the resemblance, the identity of the two faces? Is it possible
that you did not suspect?”
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