The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
“Yes, I will. I will repress this feeling of reluctance, and tell you
all my thoughts. Yes, for surely I feel you have a right to have an
answer to any question you ask me, my higher self. Listen, then. Bend
low, for I shall whisper very low, lest the air around should hear me.
When you first drew me on to love you, when leaf by leaf my heart
unfolded and developed under the life-giving warmth of your eyes, of
your touch, just as a rose buds and blossoms under the rays of its
sovereign, the sun—my heart, I mean, or something rising within
it—taught me many mysteries that neither prophet, priest, nor sage could
have taught me. Among other things, it revealed to me the knowledge of
all that would please and all that would displease you in myself, and
impelled me to follow the first and eschew the last. It made me wish to
isolate myself for you. It killed the very first germ of vanity in my
heart, and made me wish that none should come near enough to me to know
whether I were beautiful or otherwise, far less so near as to tell me of
it. It made me shrink from all those little gallantries from gentlemen
which make up so large a portion of a belle’s life. I was so afraid of
being found unworthy of you when you should take me. I should not have
felt good enough for you if my hand, that awaited your hand, had been
squeezed and kissed, and my waist, that awaited the dear girdle of this
arm—fold it closer around me now—had been pressed, and I, your expectant
bride, had been twined and whirled about in the giddy waltz. But none of
these things have happened to me. I come to you almost an Oriental bride
for exclusiveness, and that makes me so happy. I should have else been
unhappy, should else have been unworthy of you.”
All this was murmured slowly, softly, dreamily, as though the truth
stole out of a slumbering heart, while she lay upon his bosom, and the
last words were breathed forth in an almost inaudible sigh. But he
answered with passionate vehemence, clasping her to his heart:
“Unworthy of me! You! so beautiful! so good! so intellectual!—save when
your highest intellect is whelmed in feeling!—yet, no—your highest
intelligence—your spirit—is never so whelmed! You, the heiress of the
haughtiest family in Maryland—and I—who am I?”
“My greater self! my life-giver!—by these titles only I know you. Does
my rank and fortune offend you? Pluck me away from them; for I am yours.
Bury me with yourself, in some lone forest cabin, in the wilderness,
whither your footsteps tend; and there my hunter’s wife will forget the
world, while preparing the cabin for his return at eve. And she will not
think the hours of his absence long, for they will be filled with
fervent thoughts of him. Oh, that hunter’s lodge in the wild! I see it
even in my dreams!”
And this was not romance; but the passionate fanaticism of first, of
early love.
“Oh, Elsie! how you talk!” he exclaimed, gazing on her eloquent face
with wonder, reverence, and passion.
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