The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isleSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The discarded daughter; or, The children of the isle
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Chesapeake Bay Region (Md. and Va.) -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Maryland -- Fiction
“My friend, how has it been with you this long, long time? I mean how
has it been with your heart and soul, your inner life? Have you been
happy—have you had any great life purpose? Oh, Aaron, often when I have
watched you in your daily life, as you walked, or rode, or drove; as you
sat at table, or at your writing-desk, or settled business with your
overseer or agents; or jested or told anecdotes among your friends; when
you have seemed to live lightly on the outside of things, I have longed
to ask you, ‘How is with you—is this reality, and is this all of your
life, and are you contented with it—are you happy?’ And when I have seen
you sit, or stand, or walk apart, silent, moody, abstracted, retired
into yourself, I have longed to knock at your heart’s door, to be let
in, too—to be let into your confidence, and to give you my sympathy, but
I dared never to do so. It has taken the grief and passion of this hour
to enable me to do so now. But this shall never be so again, shall it?
We shall never be such strangers to each other again? Come, tell me
now—how it is with you. Are you happy?”
“Quite happy, just at this hour, Alice.”
“And do you truly love me—a little? Oh, love me—only love me!”
“Love you! That is not so difficult, Alice. You are still a very lovely
woman.”
“Will you let me deliver Elsie’s last message to you?”
He quickly averted his face to hide the dark cloud that overswept it,
while he answered:
“I will hear it.”
“Elsie’s parting words to me were, ‘Oh, mother, you love my father very
dearly, do you not?’ I answered, ‘Yes.’ She replied, ‘Oh, if you love
him, mother, win my pardon from him!’ Aaron, look on me. Father, forgive
your child for loving her husband as much as her mother loves thee.”
“Alice,” he said, drawing her again to his bosom and kissing her, “this
seals your full pardon; be content; for the rest, give me time.”
“Oh, if I could persuade you to forgive poor Elsie—who only needs her
father’s pardon and blessing to be perfectly happy in her humble state.”
“Alice, if Elsie were before me, as you are, in all your beauty, perhaps
I could not choose but be reconciled with her as with you, my lovely
Alice.”
Alice was so unused to praise from him that these words and caresses
were beginning to embarrass her. Blushing like a very girl, she withdrew
herself from his arms, and sat down. Then, as fearing to have offended,
she said:
“Do not think me ungrateful. Test my sincerity in any way you please.”
“In any way, Alice?” he asked significantly.
“Yes. Try me—test me.”
“Pause—think—in any way?”
“In anything and everything will I obey you, that does not transgress
the laws of God, I mean, of course.”
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