And he concluded that he must send to the Library of Clermont
immediately for the comedies of Labiche. I was in despair at this new
fancy. I would again be powerless to act upon the imagination of the
young girl, just at the moment when I could feel success probable.
This showed that I did not know the need which this soul, already
touched, felt, unknown to herself, the need of drawing near to me, of
comprehending me and making herself comprehended by me, of living in
contact with my mind.
The next day after that on which the marquis had issued the decree of
proscription against analytical romances, Mlle. de Jussat entered the
library at the hour I was there with her brother. She came to replace
the volume of the Encyclopedia; and with a half-embarrassed smile:
“I would like to ask a favor of you,” she said timidly. “I have a great
deal of time here, with which I do not know very well what to do. I
would like to have your advice in regard to my reading. The book which
you chose the other day gave me a great deal of pleasure.” She added:
“Ordinarily romances weary me, but that one was very interesting.”
I felt, at hearing her speak in that way, the joy which Count André
must have tasted when he saw the enemy whom he killed during the war
put his inquisitive head above the wall. It seemed to me as if I, too,
held my human game at the end of my gun.
The response to this request appeared to me so important that I feigned
to be very much embarrassed. In thanking her for her confidence I said
to her that she had charged me with a very delicate mission for which
I felt myself incapable. In brief, I made believe to decline a favor,
which I was charmed to intoxication to have obtained. She insisted, and
I promised to give her the next day a list of books.
I passed the evening and a part of the night in taking and rejecting
in my mind hundreds of volumes. At last I repeated aloud my father’s
favorite formula: “Let us proceed methodically,” and I asked myself how
books had acted on my imagination, in my adolescence, and what books?
I stated that I had been attracted most of all toward literature by
the unknown of sentimental experience. It was the desire to assimilate
unexperienced emotions which had bewitched me. I concluded that this
was the general law of literary intoxication. I must then choose for
this girl some books which should awake in her the same ideas while
taking into account the difference of our characters.
Charlotte was refined, pure and tender. She must be led into the
dangerous road of romantic curiosity by descriptions of sentiments
analogous to her own heart. I judged that the “Dominique” of
Fromentin, the “Princesse de Clèves,” “Valérie,” “Julia de Trécœur,”
the “Lys dans la vallée,” the “Reisebilder” of Heine, certain comedies
of Musset, in particular “On ne badine pas avec l’amour,” the first
poetry of Sully Prudhomme and that of Vigny, would best serve my
purpose.
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