In recognizing the lake, the line of the mountains, the front of the
house, pride gave place to a frightful apprehension of what I was going
to suffer, and the project crossed my mind to flee, to go back directly
to Clermont, rather than experience anew the disdain of Mlle. de
Jussat, and the affront which her father would inflict upon me. It was
too late, the marquis himself came to meet me, in the principal avenue,
accompanied by Lucien who called me. This cry of the child had the
customary intonation of familiarity, and the reception of the father
proved that I had been wrong to feel myself lost so soon.
“They abandoned you,” said he, “and did not even think of sending
the carriage back for you. You must have walked a good stretch!” He
consulted his watch. “I am afraid that Charlotte has taken cold,” he
added, “she went to bed as soon as she came in. These spring suns are
so treacherous.”
“So Charlotte had said nothing yet. She is suffering this evening. That
will be for to-morrow,” thought I, and I began that evening to pack my
papers. I held to them with so ingenuous a confidence in my talent as a
philosopher!
The next day arrived. Nothing vet. I was again with Charlotte at
the breakfast table; she was pale, as if she had passed through a
crisis of violent pain. I saw that the sound of my voice made her
tremble slightly. Then this was all. Ah! what a strange week I
passed, expecting each morning that she had spoken, crucified by this
expectation and incapable of taking the first step myself or of going
away from the château! This was not alone for want of a pretext to
give. A burning curiosity held me there. I had wished to live as much
as to think. Well! I was living, and in what a fever!
At last, the eighth day, the marquis asked me to come into his study.
“This time,” said I to myself, “the hour has struck. I like this
better.”
I expected to see a terrible countenance, and to hear some almost
insulting words. I found, on the contrary, the hypochondriac smiling,
his eyes bright, his manner young again.
“My daughter,” said he, “continues to be very unwell. Nothing very
serious, but some odd nervous symptoms. She wishes positively to
consult a Paris physician. You know she has been very ill and was
cured by a physician in whom she has confidence. I shall not be sorry
to consult him also for myself. I am going with her the day after
to-morrow. It is possible that we shall take a little journey to amuse
her. I desired to give you some particular directions in regard to
Lucien during my absence, though I am very well pleased with you,
my dear Monsieur Greslon, very well pleased. I wrote so to Limasset
yesterday. It is a good thing for me that you are here.”
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