While speaking she had put her finger on the button of the electric
bell. Her brow, her mouth, her gestures, her voice showed such
resolution that I did not dare to speak. She continued: “You have,
monsieur, caused me to commit very unworthy actions. The first has
for excuse that I did not believe you capable of the infamy you have
employed. Beside I should have known how to expiate it,” she added, as
if speaking to herself. “The second. I do not look for any excuse.” And
her face became purple with shame. “It was too insupportable to think
that you had acted thus. I wished to be sure of what you are. I wished
to know. You had told me that you kept a journal. I desired to read it
and I have done so. I went into your room when you were not there, and
forced the lock of your notebook. Yes, yes, I did that! I have been
punished, since I have read your infamous plans. The third. In telling
you I acquit the debt which I have contracted with you by the second.
The third,” and she hesitated, in my indignation, “I wrote to my
brother. He knows everything!”
“Ah!” cried I, “then you are lost.”
“You know what I have sworn,” she interrupted; and she put her finger
again on the bell. “Be quiet. Nothing worse can befall me than has
already happened,” she continued, “and no one will do anything more
for or against me. My brother will know that also, and what I have
resolved. The letter will reach him to-morrow morning. I ought to warn
you since you hold your life so dear. And now, go away.”
“Charlotte,” I implored.
“If in one minute you have not gone out,” said she, looking at the
clock, “I will call.”
§ VII. CONCLUSION.
And I obeyed!
The next day, at six o’clock I left the château, a prey to the most
sinister presentiments, trying in vain to persuade myself that this
scene would not be followed by some terrible effect; that Count André
would arrive soon enough to save her from a desperate resolution; that
she would hesitate at the last moment; that some unexpected thing would
happen.
As to fleeing from the possible vengeance of the brother, I did not for
a moment think of it. This time, I had resumed my character because I
had an idea to sustain me, that of allowing no person to humiliate me
any further. Yes, although I had faltered before a loving girl and in
the weakness of happy love, I would not do so before the threat of a
man.
I arrived at Clermont, devoured by an anxiety which did not last very
long, for I learned of the suicide of Mlle. de Jussat and was arrested
at the same moment.
From the first words of the Judge of Instruction I reconstructed all
the details of the suicide: Charlotte had taken from the flask which
I had bought as much as she thought sufficient to cause her death.
She had done that on the very day she had read my journal, whose lock
I found had been forced. I had not noticed it because my mind was so
filled with other things than these sterile notes.
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