The marquis, a prey to the contrasts of his character, cursed his fatal
resolution to remain in this isolation. He announced for the next clear
day a departure which he knew would be impossible. It would cost too
much now, and beside, where could he go? He calculated the chances of
seeing his Clermont friends who had several times breakfasted with him,
but it was before the four hours between Aydat and the city had been
doubled by the bad weather.
Then he installed himself at the card table, while the marquise,
the governess and the _religieuse_ applied themselves to their
unending work.
It was my duty to look after Lucien who turned the leaves of a book
of engravings or played at patience. I placed myself so that when
she raised her eyes from the cards which she held in her hands while
playing with her father, the young girl was obliged to see me. I had
been interested in hypnotism, and I had in particular studied in all
its details, in your “Anatomy of the Will,” the chapter devoted to the
singular phenomena of certain moral denominations, which you have
entitled: “Some demi-suggestions.” I depended on taking possession
of this unoccupied mind, until the propitious moment in which, to
complete this work of daily intercourse, I should decide to relate to
her my story which, justifying my sadness, should end by engrossing her
imagination.
This story I had manufactured upon two principles which you lay down,
my dear master, in your beautiful chapter on Love. This chapter, the
theories of the Ethics on the passions, and M. Ribot’s book on the
“Maladies of the Will,” had become my breviaries. Permit me to recall
these two principles, at least in their essence.
The first is that the majority of beings have sentiment only by
imitation; abandoned to simple nature, love, for example, would be for
them as for the animals, only a sensual instinct, dissipated as soon as
satiated.
The second is that jealously may exist before love; consequently it
may sometimes create it, and may often survive it. Much struck by the
justness of this double remark, I argued that the romance which I
should relate to Mlle. de Jussat ought to excite her imagination and
irritate her vanity. I had succeeded in touching the cord of pity, I
wished to touch that of sentimental emulation and that of self-love.
I had then, founded my story on this idea, that every woman interested
in a man, is wounded in her vanity if this man shows that he is
thinking of another woman. But twenty pages would be necessary to show
you how I studied over the problem of the invention of this fable.
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