The Disputed V.C.: A Tale of the Indian MutinyGibbon, Frederick P.
History
The Disputed V.C.: A Tale of the Indian Mutiny
Gibbon, Frederick P.
India -- History -- Sepoy Rebellion, 1857-1858 -- Juvenile fiction
"Poor Tynan!" she murmured, more to herself than to her companion. "I
have always felt so sorry for the boy since he joined us."
"Have you? Why? Don't think me a brute, Ethel, if I say that since that
event most of our fellows seem to have pitied the regiment most."
"You have no right to say that, Ted," Ethel declared, her clear,
steadfast eyes regarding the ensign reproachfully. "Tynan has lost his
life, we believe, and you know the Latin tag about speaking good or
nothing at all of the dead."
Ted was rather surprised. A few moments ago he had tried to omit all
mention of Tynan's cowardice, but she had insisted on the whole truth.
He recollected having read that even the most charming members of the
sex were changeable and unaccountable.
"I'm sorry," said he. "I won't say anything harsh about Tynan; but why
were you so sorry for him all along?"
"Because it struck me as so pitiable that he made no real friends, and I
never once noticed him looking downright happy. The most he seemed to
get out of life was a miserable pretence of enjoyment--a mere attempt to
persuade himself that he was having a good time. His has been such a
wasted life, Ted. I have thought a great deal about it this morning and
last night, and it has seemed so very sad. None of the healthy pleasures
and pursuits that have meant so much to you and Paterson appealed to him
in the least."
"What have Russell and I been doing now, Miss Ethel?" a well-known voice
broke in, and Paterson joined them.
Miss Woodburn hesitated and turned red. To speak freely with her future
brother-in-law was one thing, to discuss serious subjects with a couple
of light-hearted ensigns at once was quite another. Ted came to the
rescue.
"Miss Woodburn was saying how sorry she has always been for poor Tynan,"
he explained.
"So have I," said Alec slowly; "at least at times, when he was not in
the way, but I'm sorry to say I couldn't stand him when he was close at
hand. I wish now that I hadn't tried so hard to be sarcastic."
"You would have risked your lives to save him from death or danger,"
said Ethel, "but it was harder to try and save him from himself. At
least I found it so, for more than once I resolved to try to gain his
confidence and interest him in more sensible pursuits, but being too
cowardly and selfish, I was too easily discouraged."
"He was hardly the sort one could make a friend of," Paterson mused
aloud. "You're right though, Miss Ethel, it was just selfishness and
conceit on our part to regard ourselves as superior beings just because
we didn't happen to like the sort of things he cared about."
"We looked at everything from a different point of view," Ethel resumed
after a pause, "and got more enjoyment out of life."
"I never saw it in that light before," said Ted, "but I think I know
what you mean. For instance, when we were all so excited over the race,
he had no sympathy whatever with the horses or riders, but just regarded
the affair as so much money to be won or lost."
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