Charms -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
As she slipped on her bangles after washing, Mrs. Cartwright found
herself thinking, with a half-mutinous, half-deprecating little smile,
of some of the greatest love affairs of the world. They stood out in the
history of human kind just as the lighthouse yonder towered above the
low-rising dunes. Their passions blazed white-hot and rosy-red through
the night of centuries; but were they stories of the loves of immature
women?
Antony's Cleopatra--how old was she when she romped in the public street
to show her defiance of Age and Conventions generally?
How old was Ninon, beloved of lads not one, but two generations after
her girlhood?
"I'd never wish for _that_," thought Claudia Cartwright, "but what about
Diane de Poictiers?"
She mused a moment upon that story, upon those sweetest of love-letters
written by a young and ardent king to "_Madame ma Mie_." They bore the
dates of many years, those letters signed by the cypher which was the
"_Lac d'Amour_" for Henri and his Diane--the first Frenchwoman, Mrs.
Cartwright reminded herself, to go in for the exotic practice of the
cold tub. And she was forty--_forty_ when that affair was in blossom!
Her statue as Diana, the bather, Mrs. Cartwright had seen in pictures,
and the tall slim Englishwoman's vanity had recognized a familiar pose.
"I _am_ like her," she thought now.
But in the middle of her thought she pulled herself together, tossing
aside the towel as she laughed without amusement.
What was the use of it; what? Why dwell on the outstanding Exceptions,
of whom the very fame went to prove the relentless rule that a waning
woman and a boy may not find lasting happiness together? These stories
of Cleopatra, Ninon, and Diane were lamentably beside the mark. But the
stories of matrons of today who had married their sons' contemporaries
hadn't drifted across the writer's experience.
Stories of mistakes recognized almost at once, but too late. Of passion
that died quickly down on the one side, leaving on the other side an
unrequited and consuming flame. Of sad-faced, elderly, neglected wives
at home. Of desperate efforts to retain fading attractions; of grotesque
make-up, of golden hair and gaiety, both false. Of the interests of
separated generations, their claims, their mental outlook, always at
war! Of youth, fettered and fuming, straining towards his kind....
At best they were pathetic, these stories.
At worst they were ugly enough. They justified the contempt in the term
"Baby-snatcher!" They established the principle, "A middle-aged woman
who will _marry_ a young boy is no sportswoman."
Now Mrs. Cartwright had always hoped that, with all her faults, she
could never be accused of being unsportsmanlike. Still confident of
this, she ran downstairs to dinner.
Her lateness only postponed by a little the hour of reckoning.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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