Charms -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
And she thought wildly that there were plenty of girls in their early
twenties who were older than she; as well as colder, with less gift for
Passion. Girls who were narrower in their outlook, girls who were less
generous, less sympathetic, less adaptable than she, as his wife, could
be. There were girls with petty minds and tongues that could say little,
jealous, spiteful things about other women. These had nothing but their
ignorant youth; did that outweigh all that she had to give? Ah, she
could point to girls still in their teens who were already nearer the
end of their powers than she was, even nearer the end of their looks.
Was it really better for him to choose a girl? It was her, Claudia, the
woman, that he wanted....
She could surely make of herself another exception to the unpitying rule
that Youth must mate with Youth.
"Say 'yes' to me; say 'yes,'" urged Jack Awdas, and he let himself down,
softly, to sit on the wide wicker arm of the chair. She felt that if it
were to save her life, her lips could not now frame the word "no."
There was a short and agonizing pause in which both listened, without
hearing it, to the sound of the wheels of a _fiacre_, drawing up outside
the door of the hotel.
"Say 'yes,'" repeated young Awdas, more urgently, "or I clear right
out."
"_Better_," she forced herself to murmur.
"Better?----And if I go, I won't remember what you did for me that
night. I shall try to forget it; d'you hear? I shall try----"
"Don't," she said, very low. "I couldn't forget it if I tried."
"_Ah!_" It broke from him exultantly. "Then you do care! I knew you
would, I knew I could make you! The other was rot; I knew you did."
She threw her head back and aside; she made a last struggle. She would
have risen.
"No, you don't," he triumphed. "Now say 'yes,' and then perhaps you may
get up, darling; _darling_----!"
At the delight of hearing it from his lips she shut her eyes even as a
sweetheart of little Olwen's age might have done. It was her moment of
ecstasy, poignant and ageless and pure....
A moment only.
There broke into it footsteps and a girl's voice, a charming voice, but
of an inflection most un-English.
"Why, yes! Wasn't I expected? I wrote the hotel anyway.... _J'ai
écrit_.... Miss Golden van Huysen.... Oh, pardon me----"
Mrs. Cartwright's eyes had opened upon something that seemed like a
sunburst breaking in upon the dim and formal, Frenchily-furnished
lounge. A vision it was of gold and colour. Radiance seemed to emanate
from it--from her.... For it was just a girl, a blonde and
generously-built girl, whose coat, thrown open, showed a crisp light
uniform with the Red Cross. Her head, proudly carried, was backed by the
hanging lamp that made a glory around it, and Miss Golden van Huysen,
self-introduced, might have stood for a symbolical figure of Young
America breaking into the War, descending upon the Old Continent with
help in her hands.
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