"They moved me," said Fielding, "as nothing moves me now, except the
Psalms of David. I have been a great poet, as poets go nowadays; but"
(he smiled radiantly) "the painful conviction is forced upon me that
you will be a greater--if you live. I wanted to tell you this,
because nobody else is likely to find it out until you're _dead_. You
may make up your mind to that, my friend."
"I had made up my mind to many things. But they don't matter--now."
Fielding ignored the compliment. "_Has_ any one found it out? Except
yourself?"
"Only one person."
"Man or woman?"
He thought of Maddox, that irresponsible person. "A man. And perhaps
he hardly counts."
The old poet gave him a keen glance from his all-knowing eyes.
"There _is_ one other person, who apparently doesn't count, either.
Well, I think that was the luncheon-bell."
On their way to the dining-room he remarked: "That's another reason
why I sent for you. Because I hear they've not been particularly kind
to you. Don't suppose I'm going to pity you for that."
"I don't pity myself, sir."
"No--no--you don't. That's what I like about you," he added, taking
his guest by the arm and steering him to his place.
At luncheon Miss Gurney took a prominent part in the conversation,
which Rickman for her sake endeavoured to divert from the enthralling
subject of himself. But his host (perceiving with evident amusement
his modest intention) brought it up again.
"Don't imagine, for a moment," said he, "that Miss Gurney admires you.
She hates young poets."
Miss Gurney smiled; but as Rickman saw, more in assent than polite
denial. Throughout the meal she had the air of merely tolerating his
presence there because it humoured the great man's eccentricity. From
time to time she looked at him with an interest in which he detected a
certain fear. The fear, he gathered, was lest his coming should
disturb, or in any way do harm to the object of her flagrant
adoration.
After she had left the table Fielding reproached him for mixing water
with his wine.
"In one way," said he, "you're a disappointment. I should have
preferred to see you drink your wine like a man."
"Unfortunately," said Rickman, "it's not so easy to drink it like a
man, if you've ever drunk it like a beast."
"Ah-h. You're an even more remarkable person than I thought you were,"
said the poet, rising abruptly from the table.
He proposed that they should take a walk in the garden, or rather on
the moor; for the heather ran crimson to the poet's doors, and the
young pines stood sentinel at his windows.
They walked slowly towards the lake. On their way there Fielding
stopped and drew a deep breath, filling his lungs with the pure, sweet
air.
"Ah! that's better." He looked round him. "After all, we're right,
Rickman. It's the poets that shall judge the world; and if _we_ say
it's beautiful, it _is_ beautiful. _And_ good."
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