This sort of patience was all that Daniel could have derived from the
discourses of the poor curate; and it was a lesson of which his meek
and benign temper stood in no need. Nature had endowed him with this
virtue, and this Sunday's discipline exercised without strengthening
it. While he was, in the phrase of the Religious Public, _sitting
under_ the preacher, he obeyed to a certain extent George Herbert's
precept,—that is he obeyed it as he did other laws with the existence
of which he was unacquainted,—
Let vain or busy thoughts have there no part;
Bring not thy plough, thy plots, thy pleasure thither.
Pleasure made no part of his speculations at any time. Plots he had
none. For the Plough,—it was what he never followed in fancy,
patiently as he plodded after the furrow in his own vocation. And then
for worldly thoughts they were not likely in that place to enter a
mind, which never at any time entertained them. But to that sort of
thought (if thought it may be called) which cometh as it listeth, and
which when the mind is at ease and the body in health, is the
forerunner and usher of sleep, he certainly gave way. The curate's
voice past over his ear like the sound of the brook with which it
blended, and it conveyed to him as little meaning and less feeling.
During the sermon therefore he retired into himself, with as much or
as little edification, as a Quaker finds at a silent meeting.
It happened also that of the few clergy within the very narrow circle
in which Daniel moved, some were in no good repute for their conduct,
and none displayed either that zeal in the discharge of their pastoral
functions, or that earnestness and ability in performing the service
of the Church, which are necessary for commanding the respect and
securing the affections of the parishioners. The clerical profession
had never presented itself to him in its best, which is really its
true light; and for that cause he would never have thought of it for
the boy, even if the means of putting him forward in this path had
been easier and more obvious than they were. And for the dissenting
ministry, Daniel liked not the name of a Nonconformist. The Puritans
had left behind them an ill savour in his part of the country, as they
had done every where else; and the extravagances of the primitive
Quakers, which during his childhood were fresh in remembrance, had not
yet been forgotten.
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