The change in Bingley's life was as great and sudden as that which the
Anatomist of Melancholy has here described; but it led to no bodily
disease nor to any tangible malady. His property was worth about
fourteen hundred a year. He kept no servant, and no company; and he
lived upon water-gruel and celery, except at harvest time, when he
regaled himself with sparrow pies, made of the young birds just
fledged, for which he paid the poor inhabitants who caught them two
pence a head. Probably he supposed that it was rendering the
neighbourhood a service thus to rid it of what he considered both a
nuisance and a delicacy. This was his only luxury; and his only
business was to collect about a dozen boys and girls on Sundays, and
hear them say their Catechism, and read a chapter in the New
Testament, for which they received remuneration in the intelligible
form of two pence each, but at the feasts and statutes, “most sweet
guerdon, better than remuneration,” in the shape of sixpence. He stood
godfather for several poor people's children, they were baptized by
his surname; when they were of proper age he used to put them out as
apprentices, and in his will he left each of them an hundred guineas
to be paid when they reached the age of twenty-five if they were
married, but not till they married; and if they reached the age of
fifty without marrying, the legacy was then forfeited. There were two
children for whom he stood godfather, but whose parents did not chuse
that they should be named after him; he never took any notice of these
children, nor did he bequeath them any thing; but to one of the others
he left the greater part of his property.
This man used every week day to lock himself in the church and pace
the aisles for two hours, from ten till twelve o'clock. An author who
in his own peculiar and admirable way, is one of the most affecting
writers of any age or country, has described with characteristic
feeling the different effects produced upon certain minds by entering
an empty or a crowded church. “In the latter,” he says, “it is chance
but some present human frailty,—an act of inattention on the part of
some of the auditory,—or a trait of affectation, or worse vain-glory
on that of the preacher,—puts us by our best thoughts, disharmonizing
the place and the occasion. But wouldst thou know the beauty of
holiness?—go alone on some week day, borrowing the keys of good master
Sexton; traverse the cool aisles of some country church; think of the
piety that has kneeled there,—-the congregations old and young that
have found consolation there,—the meek pastor,—the docile
parishioners,—with no disturbing emotions, no cross conflicting
comparisons, drink in the tranquillity of the place, till thou thyself
become as fixed and motionless as the marble effigies that kneel and
weep around thee!”[1]
[Footnote 1: The Last Essays of Elia.]
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