_Fuere quondam hæc sed fuere;
Nunc ubi sint, rogitas? Id annos
Scire hos oportet scilicet. O bonæ
Musæ, O Lepôres—O Charites meræ!
O gaudia offuscata nullis
Litibus! O sine nube soles!_
JANUS DOUZA.
I have more to say, dear Ladies, upon that which to you is, and ought
to be, the most interesting of all worldly subjects, matrimony, and
the various ways by which it is brought about; but this is not the
place for saying it. The Doctor is not at this time thinking of a
wife: his heart can no more be taken so long as it retains the lively
image of the Burgemeester's Daughter, than Troy-town while the
Palladium was safe.
Imagine him, therefore, in the year of our Lord 1747, and in the
twenty-sixth year of his age, returned to Doncaster, with the
Burgemeester's Daughter, seated like the Lady in the Lobster, in his
inmost breast; with physic in his head and at his fingers' ends; and
with an appetite for knowledge which had long been feeding
voraciously, digesting well, and increasing in its growth by what it
fed on. Imagine him returned to Doncaster, and welcomed once more as a
son by the worthy old Peter Hopkins and his good wife, in that
comfortable habitation which I have heretofore described, and of which
(as was at the same time stated) you may see a faithful representation
in Miller's History of that good town; a faithful representation, I
say, of what it was in 1804; the drawing was by Frederic Nash; and
Edward Shirt made a shift to engrave it; the house had then undergone
some alterations since the days when I frequented it; and now!—
Of all things in this our mortal pilgrimage one of the most joyful is
the returning home after an absence which has been long enough to make
the heart yearn with hope, and not sicken with it, and then to find
when you arrive there that all is well. But the most purely painful of
all painful things is to visit after a long long interval of time the
place which was once our home;—the most purely painful, because it is
unmixed with fear, anxiety, disappointment, or any other emotion but
what belongs to the sense of time and change, then pressing upon us
with its whole unalleviated weight.
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