“None. But as Deborah says, I know no good; and if there had been any
good to be known, it must have come within my knowledge. I cannot help
knowing who the persons are to whom the peasantry in my rounds look
with respect and good will, and whom they consider their friends as
well as their betters. And in like manner, I know who they are from
whom they never expect either courtesy or kindness.”
“You are right, my friend; and Deborah is right. Her answer came from
a wise heart; and I was not sorry that her determination was so
promptly made, and so resolutely pronounced. But I wish, if it had
pleased God, the offer had been one which she could have accepted with
her own willing consent, and with my full approbation.”
“Yet,” said the Doctor, “I have often thought how sad a thing it would
be for you ever to part with her.”
“Far more sad will it be for me to leave her unprotected, as it is but
too likely that, in the ordinary course of nature, I one day shall;
and as any day in that same ordinary course, I so possibly may! Our
best intentions, even when they have been most prudentially formed,
fail often in their issue. I meant to train up Deborah in the way she
should go, by fitting her for that state of life in which it had
pleased God to place her, so that she might have made a good wife for
some honest man in the humbler walks of life, and have been happy with
him.”
“And how was it possible,” replied the Doctor, “that you could have
succeeded better? Is she not qualified to be a good man's wife in any
rank? Her manner would not do discredit to a mansion; her management
would make a farm prosperous, or a cottage comfortable; and for her
principles, and temper and cheerfulness, they would render any home a
happy one.”
“You have not spoken too highly in her praise, Doctor. But as she has
from her childhood been all in all to me, there is a danger that I may
have become too much so to her; and that while her habits have
properly been made conformable to our poor means, and her poor
prospects, she has been accustomed to a way of thinking, and a kind of
conversation, which have given her a distaste for those whose talk is
only of sheep and of oxen, and whose thoughts never get beyond the
range of their every day employments. In her present circle, I do not
think there is one man with whom she might otherwise have had a chance
of settling in life, to whom she would not have the same intellectual
objections as to Joseph Hebblethwaite: though I am glad that the moral
objection was that which first instinctively occurred to her.
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