There is more gratitude in the world, than the worldly believe, or
than the ungrateful are capable of believing. And knowing this, I
consequently know how great a sacrifice I make in remaining incognito.
Reputation is a bubble upon the rapid stream of time; popularity, a
splash in the great pool of oblivion; fame itself but a full-blown
bladder, or at best a balloon. There is no sacrifice in declining
them; for in escaping these you escape the impertinences and the
intrusions which never fail to follow in their train. But that this
book will find some readers after the Author's own heart is certain;
they will lose something in not knowing who the individual is with
whom they would delight to form a personal, as they have already
formed a moral and intellectual friendship;
For in this world, to reckon every thing,
Pleasure to man there is none comparable
As is to read with understanding
In books of wisdom, they ben so delectable
Which sound to virtue, and ben profitable.[1]
And though my loss is not of this kind, yet it is great also, for in
each of these unknown admirers I lose the present advantage of a
well-wisher, and the possible, or even probable benefit of a future
friend.
[Footnote 1: TREVISA.]
Eugenius! Eusebius! Sophron! how gladly would ye become acquainted
with my outward man, and commune with me face to face! How gladly
would ye, Sophronia! Eusebia! Eugenia!
With how radiant a countenance and how light a step would Euphrosyne
advance to greet me! With how benign an aspect would Amanda silently
thank me for having held up a mirror in which she has unexpectedly
seen herself!
Letitia's eyes would sparkle at the sight of one whose writings had
given her new joy. Penserosa would requite me with a gentle look for
cheering her solitary hours, and moving her sometimes to a placid
smile, sometimes to quiet and pleasurable tears.
And you, Marcellus, from whom your friends, your country and your kind
have every thing to hope, how great a pleasure do I forego by
rendering it impossible for you to seek me, and commence an
acquaintance with the sure presentiment that it would ripen into
confidence and friendship!
There is another and more immediate gratification which this
resolution compels me to forego, that of gratifying those persons who,
if they knew from whom the book proceeded, would peruse it with
heightened zest for its author's sake;—old acquaintance who would
perceive in some of those secondary meanings which will be understood
only by those for whom they were intended, that though we have long
been widely separated, and probably are never again to meet in this
world, they are not forgotten; and old friends, who would take a
livelier interest in the reputation which the work obtains, than it
would now be possible for me to feel in it myself.
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