In a Scotch village the Manse is sometimes the only good house, and
generally it is the best; almost, indeed, what in old times the
Mansion used to be in an English one. In Mr. Bacon's parish, the
vicarage, though humble as the benefice itself, was the neatest. The
cottage in which he and Margaret passed their childhood had been
remarkable for that comfort which is the result and the reward of
order and neatness: and when the reunion which blessed them both,
rendered the remembrance of those years delightful, they returned in
this respect to the way in which they had been trained up, practised
the economy which they had learnt there, and loved to think how
entirely their course of life, in all its circumstances, would be
after the heart of that person, if she could behold it, whose memory
they both with equal affection cherished. After his bereavement it was
one of the widower's pensive pleasures to keep every thing in the same
state as when Margaret was living. Nothing was neglected that she used
to do, or that she would have done. The flowers were tended as
carefully as if she were still to enjoy their fragrance and their
beauty; and the birds who came in winter for their crumbs, were fed as
duly for her sake, as they had formerly been by her hands.
There was no superstition in this, nor weakness. Immoderate grief, if
it does not exhaust itself by indulgence, easily assumes the one
character, or the other, or takes a type of insanity. But he had
looked for consolation, where, when sincerely sought, it is always to
be found; and he had experienced that religion effects in a true
believer all that philosophy professes, and more than all that mere
philosophy can perform. The wounds which stoicism would cauterize,
religion heals.
There is a resignation with which, it may be feared, most of us
deceive ourselves. To bear what must be borne, and submit to what
cannot be resisted, is no more than what the unregenerate heart is
taught by the instinct of animal nature. But to acquiesce in the
afflictive dispensations of Providence,—to make one's own will conform
in all things to that of our Heavenly Father,—to say to Him in the
sincerity of faith, when we drink of the bitter cup, “Thy will be
done!”—to bless the name of the Lord as much from the heart when He
takes away, as when He gives, and with a depth of feeling of which
perhaps none but the afflicted heart is capable,—this is the
resignation which religion teaches, this the sacrifice which it
requires. This sacrifice Leonard had made, and he felt that it was
accepted.
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