“That very night, in which I was thus agitated in my mind concerning
her, my living Mistress,—she being in Yorkshire, and myself at
Cambridge, close shut up in my chamber, still and quiet, about ten or
eleven o'clock at night, musing and writing letters to her, her
Mother, and some other Friends, in summing up and determining the
whole matter concerning our Marriage. You may conceive I might have
very intent thoughts all that time, and might meet with some
difficulties, for as yet I had not gained her Mother's consent,—so
that in my writings I was sometimes put to my studyings. At which
times, my Lute lying upon my table, I sometimes took it up, and walked
about my chamber, letting my fancy drive which way it would, (for I
studied nothing, at that time, as to Music,)—yet my secret genius or
fancy, prompted my fingers, do what I could, into this very humour. So
that every time I walked, and took up my Lute, in the interim, betwixt
writing and studying, this Air would needs offer itself unto me
continually; insomuch that, at the last, (liking it well, and lest it
should be lost,) I took paper and set it down, taking no further
notice of it at that time. But afterwards it passed abroad for a very
pleasant and delightful Air amongst all. Yet I gave it no name till a
long time after, nor taking more notice of it, in any particular kind,
than of any other my Composures of that nature.
“But after I was married, and had brought my wife home to Cambridge,
it so fell out that one rainy morning I stay'd within, and in my
chamber my wife and I were all alone, she intent upon her needlework,
and I playing upon my Lute, at the table by her. She sat very still
and quiet, listening to all I played without a word a long time, till
at last, I hapned to play this lesson; which, so soon as I had once
played, she earnestly desired me to play it again, ‘for,’ said she,
‘That shall be called my Lesson.’
“From which words, so spoken, with emphasis and accent, it presently
came into my remembrance, the time when, and the occasion of its being
produced, and I returned her this answer, viz. That it may very
properly be called your Lesson, for when I composed it you were wholly
in my fancy, and the chief object and ruler of my thoughts; telling
her how, and when it was made. And therefore, ever after, I thus
called it MY MISTRESS, and most of my scholars since call it MRS.
MACE, to this day.
“Thus I have detained you (I hope not too long,) with this short
relation; nor should I have been so seemingly vain, as to have
inserted it, but that I have an intended purpose by it, to give some
advantage to the reader, and doubt not but to do it to those who will
rightly consider what here I shall further set down concerning it.
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