Very soon he began to repent that he, who was by birth noble, should
have been the first of his family to choose the medical profession,
and this against the will of his mother, and without the knowledge of
his other relations. “I lamented, he says, with tears the sin of my
disobedience, and regretted the time and labour which had been thus
vainly expended: and often with a sorrowful heart I intreated the Lord
that he would be pleased to lead me to a vocation not of my own
choice, but in which I might best perform his will; and I made a vow
that to whatever way of life he might call me, I would follow it, and
do my utmost endeavour therein to serve him. Then, as if I had tasted
of the forbidden fruit, I discovered my own nakedness. I saw that
there was neither truth nor knowledge in my putative learning; and
thought it cruel to derive money from the sufferings of others; and
unfitting that an art founded upon charity, and conferred upon the
condition of exercising compassion, should be converted into a means
of lucre.”
These reflections were promoted if not induced by his having caught a
disorder which as it is not mentionable in polite circles, may be
described by intimating that the symptom from which it derives its
name is alleviated by what Johnson defines tearing or rubbing with the
nails. It was communicated to him by a young lady's glove, into which
in a evil minute of sportive gallantry he had insinuated his hand. The
physicians treated him, _secundum artem_, in entire ignorance of the
disease; they bled him to cool the liver, and they purged him to carry
off the torrid choler and the salt phlegm, they repeated this
clearance again and again, till from a hale strong and active man they
had reduced him to extreme leanness and debility without in the
slightest degree abating the cutaneous disease. He then persuaded
himself that the humours which the Galenists were so triumphantly
expelling from his poor carcase had not preexisted there in that state
but were produced by the action of their drugs. Some one cured him
easily by brimstone, and this is said to have made him feelingly
perceive the inefficiency of the scholastic practice which he had
hitherto pursued.
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