Thus, as long as Elizabeth's eyes were open on the world, they found the
things that made her happy, neglecting the rest. No psyche winging the
wide plain ever went more surely to its needed blossom, disregarding
otherwise the crowded acres. And when her tired eyes were closed and the
golden bridge was lifted off the Lombard nose, they were opened upon an
inner world as enchanting. For with that gift which belongs to childhood
and to genius alone, as the real things of life which she had loved
disappeared, she caught them alive and transferred them to another land.
There also she kept all the other beautiful things that had never been
real on the earth but ought to have been real, as she insisted; and on
these Elysian Fields her spirit went to play. She was already old enough
to realize that she was constantly outgrowing things; but as they were
borne backward into the distance she turned and laid her fingers on her
lips in farewell to them--little Niobe of unshed tears over life's
changes. Her soul seemed to be this, that she could not turn against
anything she once had loved, nor cease to be loyal to it after it was
ruined or gone. As a swallow remembers the eaves whether the skies be
bright or dark, the nature of Elizabeth sheltered itself under the old
world's roof of love.
It was this intense fidelity of character that now kept her in her watch
at the window, waiting for the two friends who were to make them four
children on Christmas Eve. Once, indeed, as no figures were to be seen
far or near out on the winter landscape, she turned softly into the
room, and much against her will continued her search for the key that
would unlock the doors connecting the library with the parlor--the dark
and suddenly mysterious parlor where the Christmas Tree now stood.
There was a mingling of three odors in the library that forenoon. Into
one wall an old white marble mantel-piece was built, decorated on each
side with huge bunches of grapes--a votive offering by Bacchus, god of
the inner fire, to Pluto, god of the outer fire. This mantel now held in
its heart a crimson glow of anthracite coals; and the wintry smell of
coal gas was comfortably pervasive. Making its summer-like way through
the gas was the fragrance of rose geranium, some pots of which were
blooming on a window-sill just inside the silvery landscapes of frost. A
third and more powerful odor was that of a bruised evergreen, boughs of
which had been crushed in handling, and the sap of which, oozing from
the trunk, scattered far its wild balsam: the fragrance ever suggested
the fir in the next room.
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