The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Mrs. Gilbert thought of London--that wonderful West-End, May-Fair
London, which has no attribute in common with all the great metropolitan
wilderness around and about it. She thought of that holy of holies, that
inner sanctuary of life, in which all the women are beautiful and all
the men are wicked, in which existence is a perpetual whirlpool of balls
and dinner-parties and hothouse flowers and despair. She thought of that
untasted life, and pictured it, and thrilled with a sense of its
splendour and brightness, as she sat by the brawling waterfall, and
heard the creaking wheel of the mill, and the splashing of the trailing
weeds. She saw herself amongst the light and music of that other world;
queen of a lamplit boudoir, where loose patches of ermine gleamed
whitely upon carpets of velvet-pile; where, amid a confusion of glitter
and colour, she might sit, nestling among the cushions of a low gilded
chair, and listening contemptuously (she always imagined herself
contemptuous) to the eloquent compliments of a wicked prince. And then
the Row! She saw herself in the Row sometimes, upon an Arab--a black
Arab--that would run away with her at the most fashionable time in the
afternoon, and all but kill her; and then she would rein him up as no
mortal woman ever reined in an Arab steed before, and would ride slowly
back between two ranks of half-scared, half-admiring faces, with her
hair hanging over her shoulders and her eyelashes drooping on her
flushed cheeks. And then the wicked prince, goaded by an unvarying
course of contemptuous treatment, would fall ill, and be at the point of
death; and one night, when she was at a ball, with floating robes of
cloud-like lace and diamonds glimmering in her hair, he would send for
her--that wicked, handsome, adorable creature would send his valet to
summon her to his deathbed, and she would see him there in the dim
lamplight, pale and repentant, and romantic and delightful; and as she
fell on her knees in all the splendour of her lace and diamonds, he
would break a blood-vessel and die! And then she would go back to the
ball, and would be the gayest and most beautiful creature in all that
whirlpool of elegance and beauty. Only the next morning, when her
attendants came to awaken her, they would find her--_dead_!
Amongst the books which Mrs. Gilbert most often carried to the bench by
the waterfall was the identical volume which Charles Raymond had looked
at in such a contemptuous spirit in Hurstonleigh Grove--the little thin
volume of poems entitled "An Alien's Dreams." Mr. Raymond had given his
nursery-governess a parcel of light literature soon after her marriage,
and this poor little book of verses was one of the volumes in the
parcel; and as Isabel knew her Byron and her Shelley by heart, and could
recite long melancholy rhapsodies from the works of either poet by the
hour together, she fastened quite eagerly upon this little green-covered
volume by a nameless writer.
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