The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
"OH, MY COUSIN, SHALLOW-HEARTED!"
Roland Lansdell dined with his uncle and cousin at Lowlands upon the day
after the picnic; but he said very little about his afternoon ramble in
Hurstonleigh Grove. He lounged upon the lawn with his cousin Gwendoline,
and played with the dogs, and stared at the old pictures in the long
dreary billiard-room, where the rattle of the rolling balls had been
unheard for ages; and he entered into a languid little political
discussion with Lord Ruysdale, and broke off--or rather dropped out of
it--in the middle with a yawn, declaring that he knew very little about
the matter, and was no doubt making a confounded idiot of himself, and
would his uncle kindly excuse him, and reserve his admirable arguments
for some one better qualified to appreciate them?
The young man had no political enthusiasm. He had been in the great
arena, and had done his little bit of wrestling, and had found himself
baffled, not by the force of his adversaries, but by the _vis inerticæ_
of things in general. Eight or nine years ago Roland Lansdell had been
very much in earnest,--too much in earnest, perhaps,--for he had been
like a racehorse that goes off with a rush and makes running for all the
other horses, and then breaks down ignominiously midway betwixt the
starting-post and the judge's chair. There was no "stay" in this bright
young creature. If the prizes of life could have been won by that fiery
rush, he would have won them; but as it was, he was fain to fall back
among the ranks nameless, and let the plodders rush on towards the
golden goal.
Thus it was that Roland Lansdell had been a kind of failure and
disappointment. He had begun so brilliantly, he had promised so much.
"If this young man is so brilliant at one-and-twenty," people had said
to one another, "what will he be by the time he is forty-five?" But at
thirty Roland was nothing. He had dropped out of public life altogether,
and was only a drawing-room favourite; a lounger in gay Continental
cities; a drowsy idler in fair Grecian islands; a scribbler of hazy
little verses about pretty women, and veils, and fans, and daggers, and
jealous husbands, and moonlit balconies, and withered orange-flowers,
and poisoned chalices, and midnight revels, and despair; a beautiful
useless, purposeless creature; a mark for manoeuvring mothers; a hero
for sentimental young ladies,--altogether a mockery, a delusion, and a
snare.
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