The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
And yet! and yet! Isabel stopped, with her heart beating violently, her
hands clasped, her lips apart and tremulous. And in the next moment the
step was close to the threshold, the door was pushed open, and she was
face to face with Roland Lansdell; Roland Lansdell, whom she never
thought to see again upon this earth! Roland Lansdell, whose face had
looked at her in her dreams by day and night any time within these last
six months!
"Isabel--Mrs. Gilbert!" he said, holding out both his hands, and taking
hers, which were as cold as death.
She tried to speak, but no sound came from her tremulous lips. She could
utter no word of welcome to this restless wanderer, but stood before him
breathless and trembling. Mr. Lansdell drew a chair towards her, and
made her sit down.
"I startled you," he said; "you did not expect to see me. I had no right
to come to you so suddenly; but they told me you were here, and I wanted
so much to see you,--I wanted so much to speak to you."
The words were insignificant enough, but there was a warmth and
earnestness in the tones that was new to Isabel. Faint blushes flickered
into her cheeks, so deathly pale a few moments before; her eyelids fell
over the dark unfathomable eyes; a look of sudden happiness spread
itself upon her face and made it luminous.
"I thought you were at Corfu," she said. "I thought you would never,
never, never come back again."
"I have been at Corfu, and in Italy, and in innumerable places. I meant
to stay away; but--but I changed my mind, and I came back. I hope you
are glad to see me again."
What could she say to him? Her terror of saying too much kept her
silent; the beating of her heart sounded in her ears, and she was afraid
that he too must hear that tell-tale sound. She dared not raise her
eyes, and yet she knew that he was looking at her earnestly,
scrutinizingly even.
"Tell me that you are glad to see me," he said. "Ah, if you knew why I
went away--why I tried so hard to stay away--why I have come back after
all--after all--so many resolutions made and broken--so many
deliberations--so much doubt and hesitation! Isabel! tell me you are
glad to see me once more!"
She tried to speak, and faltered out a word or two, and broke down, and
turned away from him. And then she looked round at him again with a
sudden impulse, as innocently and childishly us Zuleika may have looked
at Selim; forgetful for a moment of the square-built house in the dusty
lane, of George Gilbert, and all the duties of her life.
"I have been so unhappy," she exclaimed: "I have been so miserable; and
you will go away again by-and-by, and I shall never, never see you any
more!"
Her voice broke, and she burst into tears; and then, remembering the
surgeon all in a moment, she brushed them hastily away with her
handkerchief.
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