The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Did Mrs. Gilbert ever think that the road which seemed so pleasant, the
blossoming pathway along which she wandered hand in hand with Roland
Lansdell, was all downhill, and that there was a black and hideous goal
hidden below in the farther-most valley? No; she was enraptured and
intoxicated by her present happiness, blinded by the glory of her
lover's face. It had been very difficult for her to realize the splendid
fact of his love and devotion; but once believing, she was ready to
believe for ever. She remembered a sweet sentimental legend of the
Rhineland: the story of a knight who, going away to the wars, was
reported as dead: whereon his lady-love, despairing, entered a convent,
and consecrated the sad remainder of her days to heaven. But by-and-by
the knight, who had not been killed, returned, and finding that his
promised bride was lost to him, devoted the remainder of _his_ days to
constancy and solitude; building for himself a hermitage upon a rock
high above the convent where his fair and faithful Hildegonde spent her
pure and pious days. And every morning with the earliest flush of light
in the low Eastern sky, and all day long, and when the evening-star rose
pale and silvery beneath the purpling heavens, the hermit of love sat at
the door of his cell gazing upon the humble casement behind which it
pleased him to fancy his pure mistress kneeling before her crucifix,
sometimes mingling his name with her prayers. And was not the name of
the knight Roland--_his_ name? It was such a love as this which Isabel
imagined she had won for herself. It is such a love as this which is the
dearest desire of womankind,--a beautiful, useless, romantic
devotion,--a wasted life of fond regretful worship. Poor weak
sentimental Mary of Scotland accepts Chastelar's poetic homage, and is
pleased to think that the poet's heart is breaking because of her grace
and loveliness, and would like it to go on breaking for ever. But the
love-sick poet grows weary of that distant worship, and would scale the
royal heavens to look nearer at the brightness of his star; whence come
confusions and troubles, and the amputation of that foolish
half-demented head.
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