The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
"Ah, don't you understand, Isabel," he said, "that doubles our
degradation? It is for the very reason that he 'doesn't mind,' it is
precisely because he is so simple-hearted and trusting, that we ought
not to deceive the poor fellow any longer. That's the degradation,
Izzie; the deception, not the deed itself. A man meets his enemy in fair
fight and kills him, and nobody complains. The best man must always win,
I suppose; and if he wins by fair means, no one need grudge him his
victory. I mystify you, don't I, my darling, by all this rambling talk?
I shall speak plainer on Wednesday. And now let me take you homewards,"
added Mr. Lansdell, looking at his watch, "if you are to be at home at
five."
He knew the habits of the doctor's little household, and knew that five
o'clock was Mr. Gilbert's dinner-hour. There was no conversation of any
serious nature during the homeward walk--only dreamy talk about books
and poets and foreign lands. Mr. Lansdell told Isabel of bright spots in
Italy and Greece, wonderful villages upon the borders of blue lakes
deeply hidden among Alpine slopes, and snow-clad peaks like stationary
clouds--beautiful and picturesque regions which she must see by-and-by,
Roland added gaily.
But Mrs. Gilbert opened her eyes very wide and laughed aloud. How should
she ever see such places? she asked, smiling. George would never go
there; he would never be rich enough to go; nor would he care to go,
were he ever so rich.
And while she was speaking, Isabel thought that, after all, she cared
very little for those lovely lands; much as she had dreamed about them
and pined to see them, long ago in the Camberwell garden, on still
moonlight nights, when she used to stand on the little stone step
leading from the kitchen, with her arms resting on the water-butt, like
Juliet's on the balcony, and fancy it was Italy. Now she was quite
resigned to the idea of never leaving Graybridge-on-the-Wayverne. She
was content to live there all her life, as long as she could see Mr.
Lansdell now and then; so long as she could know that he was near her,
thinking of her and loving her, and that at any moment his dark face
might shine out of the dulness of her life. A perfect happiness had come
to her--the happiness of being beloved by the bright object of her
idolatry; nothing could add to that perfection; the cup was full to the
very brim, filled with an inexhaustible draught of joy and delight.
Mr. Lansdell stopped to shake hands with Isabel when they came to the
gate leading into the Graybridge road.
"Good-bye," he said softly: "good-bye, until Wednesday, Isabel.
Isabel--what a pretty name it is! You have no other Christian name?"
"Oh no."
"Only Isabel--Isabel Gilbert. Good-bye."
He opened the gate and stood watching the Doctor's Wife as she passed
out of the meadow, and walked at a rapid pace towards the town. A man
passed along the road as Mr. Lansdell stood there, and looked at him as
he went by, and then turned and looked after Isabel.
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