The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
"I told George every--almost every time I met Mr. Lansdell," she
exclaimed; "and George knows that he lends me books; and he likes me to
have books--nice, in-st-structive books," said Mrs. Gilbert, stifling
her sobs as best she might; "and I n-never thought that anybody could be
so wicked as to fancy there was any harm in my meeting him. I don't
suppose any one ever said anything to Beatrice Portinari, though she was
married, and Dante loved her very dearly; and I only want to see him now
and then, and to hear him talk; and he has been very, very kind to me."
"Kind to you!" cried Lady Gwendoline, scornfully. "Do you know the value
of such kindness as his? Did you ever hear of any good coming of it? Did
such kindness ever bear any fruit but anguish and misery and
mortification? You talk like a baby, Mrs. Gilbert, or else like a
hypocrite. Do you know what my cousin's life has been? Do you know that
he is an infidel, and outrages his friends by opinions which he does not
even care to conceal? Do you know that his name has been involved with
the names of married women before to-day? Are you besotted enough to
think that his new fancy for you is anything more than the caprice of an
idle and dissipated man of the world, who is ready to bring ruin upon
the happiest home in England for the sake of a new sensation, a little
extra aliment for the vanity which a host of foolish women have pampered
into his ruling vice?"
"Vanity!" exclaimed Mrs. Gilbert; "oh, Lady Gwendoline, how can you say
that _he_ is vain? It is you who do not know him. Ah, if you could only
know how good he is, how noble, how generous! I know that he would never
try to injure me by so much as a word or a thought. Why should I not
love him; as we love the stars, that are so beautiful and so distant
from us? Why should I not worship him as Helena worshipped Bertram, as
Viola loved Zanoni? The wicked Graybridge people may say what they like;
and if they tell George anything about me, I will tell him the truth;
and then--and then, if I was only a Catholic, I would go into a convent
like Hildegonde! Ah, Lady Gwendoline, you do not understand such love as
mine!" added Isabel, looking at the Earl's daughter with an air of
superiority that was superb in its simplicity.
She was proud of her love, which was so high above the comprehension of
ordinary people. It is just possible that she was even a little proud of
the slander which attached to her. She had all her life been pining for
the glory of martyrdom, and lo, it had come upon her. The fiery circlet
had descended upon her brow; and she assumed a dignified pose in order
to support it properly.
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