The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
She looked at him with eyes still drowned in tears, but radiant with the
truth of her sentimental soul, which had never before revealed itself so
artlessly as now. Fondly as she worshipped her idol, his words had
little power to move her, now that he was false to his attributes, and
came down upon common ground and wooed her as an every-day creature. If
Mr. Lansdell had declared his intention of erecting a marble mausoleum
in the grounds of Mordred, and had requested Isabel to commit suicide in
order to render herself competent to occupy it with him immediately, she
would have thought his request both appropriate and delightful, and
would have assented on the spot. But his wild talk of foreign travel had
no temptation for her. True, she saw as in a bright and changing vision
a picture of what her life might be far away amidst wild romantic
regions in that dear companionship. But between herself and those
far-away visions there was a darkly-brooding cloud of shame and
disgrace. The Graybridge people might say what they chose of her: she
could afford to hold her head high and despise their slanderous
whispers: but she could _not_ afford to tarnish her love--her love which
had no existence out of bright ideal regions wherein shame could never
enter.
Roland Lansdell watched her face in silence for some moments, and
faintly comprehended the exaltation of spirit which lifted this foolish
girl above him to-day. But he was a weak vacillating young man, who was
unfortunate enough not to believe in anything, and he was, in his own
fashion, truly and honestly in love,--too much in love to be just or
reasonable,--and he was very angry with Isabel. The tide of his feelings
had gathered strength day by day, and had relentlessly swept away every
impediment, to be breasted at last by a rocky wall; here, where he
thought to meet only the free boundless ocean, ready to receive and
welcome him.
"Isabel," he said at last, "have you ever thought what your life is to
be, always, after this parting to-day? You are likely to live forty
years, and even when you have got through them you will not be an old
woman. Have you ever contemplated those forty years, with three hundred
and sixty-five days in every one of them; every day to be spent with a
man you don't love--a man with whom you have not one common thought?
Think of that, Isabel; and then, if you do love me, think of the life I
offer you, and choose between them."
"I can only make one choice," Mrs. Gilbert answered, in a low sad voice.
"I shall be very unhappy, I dare say; but I will do my duty to my
husband--and think of you."
"So be it!" exclaimed Mr. Lansdell, with a long-drawn sigh. "In that
case, good-bye." He held out his hand, and Isabel was startled by the
coldness of its touch.
"You are not angry with me?" she asked, piteously.
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