The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Not for one moment did the Doctor's Wife contemplate the possibility of
taking the step which Roland Lansdell had proposed to her. Far off--as
far away from her as some dim half-forgotten picture of
fairy-land--there floated a vision of what her life might have been with
him, if she had been Clotilde, or the glittering Duchess, or Lady
Gwendoline, or some one or other utterly different from herself. But the
possibility of deliberately leaving her husband to follow the footsteps
of this other man, was as far beyond her power of comprehension as the
possibility that she might steal a handful of arsenic out of one of the
earthenware jars in the surgery, and mix it with the sugar that
sweetened George Gilbert's matutinal coffee.
She wandered away from Thurston's Crag, not following the meadow pathway
that would have taken her homeward; but going anywhere,
half-unconscious, wholly indifferent where she went; and thinking with
unutterable sadness of her broken dreams.
She had been so childish, so entirely childish, and had given herself up
so completely to that one dear day-dream. I think her childhood floated
away from her for ever in company with that broken dream; and that the
grey dawn of her womanhood broke upon her, cold and chill, as she walked
slowly away from the spot where Roland Lansdell lay face downwards on
the grass, weeping over the ruin of _his_ dream. It seemed as if in that
hour she crossed Mr. Longfellow's typical rivulet and passed on to the
bleak and sterile country beyond. Well may the maiden linger ere she
steps across that narrow boundary; for the land upon this hither side is
very bare and desolate as compared with the fertile gardens and pleasant
meads she abandons for ever. The sweet age of enchantment is over; the
fairy companions of girlhood, who were loveliest even when most they
deluded, spread their bright wings and flutter away; and the grave
genius of common sense--a dismal-looking person, who dresses in grey
woollen stuff, warranted not to shrink under the ordeal of the wash-tub,
and steadfastly abjures crinoline--stretches out her hand, and offers,
with a friendly but uncompromising abruptness, to be the woman's future
guide and monitress.
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