The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
He had reflected that from the gallery he should be better able to see
Isabel, if she was in the church. The woman curtsied and nodded, and
then led the way up the broad wooden stairs: where would she not have
put Mr. Lansdell for such a donation as that which he had bestowed upon
her!
The gallery at Hurstonleigh church was a very special and aristocratic
quarter. It consisted only of half-a-dozen roomy old pews at one end of
the church, immediately opposite the altar, and commanding an excellent
view of the pulpit. The chief families of the neighbourhood occupied
these six big open pews; and the common herd in the aisles below
contemplated these aristocratic persons admiringly in the pauses of the
service. As the grand families in the outskirts of Hurstonleigh were not
quite such unbating church-goers as the model villagers themselves,
these gallery-pews were not generally filled of an afternoon; and it was
into one of these that the grateful pew-opener ushered Mr. Lansdell.
She was there; yes, she was there. She was alone, in a pew near the
pulpit, on her knees, with her hands clasped and her eyes looking
upwards. The high old-fashioned pew shut her in from the congregation
about her, but Mr. Lansdell could look down upon her from his post of
observation in the gallery. Her face was pale and worn, and her eyes
looked larger and brighter than when he had last seen her. Was she in a
consumption? Ah, no; it was only the eager yearning soul which was
always consuming itself; it was no physical illness, but the sharp pain
of a purely mental struggle that had left those traces on her face. Her
lover watched her amidst the kneeling congregation; and a kind of holy
exaltation in her face reminded him of pictures of saints and angels
that he had seen abroad. Was it real, that exalted expression of the
pale still face? was it real, or had she begun a new flirtation, a
little platonic sentimentalism in favour of the popular preacher?
"The fellow has something in him, and is not by any means bad-looking,"
thought Mr. Lansdell; "I wonder whether she is laying traps for him with
her great yellow-black eyes?" And then in the next moment he thought
how, if that look in her pale face were real, and she was really
striving to be good,--how then? Had he any right to come into that holy
place? for the place was holy, if only by virtue of the simple prayers
so simply spoken by happy and pious creatures who were able to believe.
Had he any right to come there and trouble this girl in the midst of her
struggle to forget him?
"I think she loved me," he mused; "surely I could not be mistaken in
that; surely I have known too many coquettes in my life to be duped by
one at the last! Yes, I believe she loved me."
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